u/SUCKITBIATH

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So i have this problem with my parents abt going out alone (a 17yo btw), first of all my mom is a narcissist controlling person with no personality anyone her age can change her mind easily, anf my dad the same shit except he has anger issues, my rs with both of em is unstable and toxic, i grew independent emotionally, they were absent when i needed them, my mom never stood by my side when i needed her, instead she did quite the opposite.
I crashed once ifront of em begging them to set me free for one day go hang out with my friends , but all they say evertime "u want to hang out with ur friends, yes ok, but ur mom will be wih u " and everytime i hear that i go crazy and lose my mind, the things that make me go crazy every single time is that my mom is a hypocrite, i tell her smthng she agrees to it, but the second someone her age give their opinion on it that literally is none of their business she change her mind and she never kept her word for me for example yesterday i asked her to go to the salon it’s like 15min away from home, she was ok with the whole week until her sister said no, i crashed out , argued, ecrying yelling that is no way you’re okay and sane it’s none of her damn business why would u change ur mind when ur infront of ppl, in the end she didn’t let me go and i sat in the corner crying my eyes out feeling trapped and yemprisoned.
I HAVE AN IDEA: to literally pretend i have i severe depression, and whenever they tell me to go out with them , i refuse and rot in my bed until they realize how bad i crave freedom cause

My mom literally told me: go die if u want go k***ll urself if u want I don’t give a fuck i will put in the grave and rest