u/Safe-Battle-1894

I run an online music production business. I make instrumentals, post them on my YouTube channel, and then have a link in the video directing them to my website where they can then purchase.

I have around 50k subscribers on my YouTube channel, and an email list consisting of 5000 music artists ( who have bought form me before)

I have never tried email marketing and my friends say I’m missing out on a TON of revenue. I make around 10k a month now without email marketing

My profit margins are 95%, I have some room to spend on this. It’s an incredibly cheap business to run, and I am now fully focused on scaling

I run an online music production business. I make instrumentals, post them on my YouTube channel, and then have a link in the video directing them to my website where they can then purchase.

I have around 50k subscribers on my YouTube channel, and an email list consisting of 5000 music artists ( who have bought form me before)

I have never tried email marketing and my friends say I’m missing out on a TON of revenue. I make around 10k a month now without email marketing

My profit margins are 95%, I have some room to spend on this. It’s an incredibly cheap business to run, and I am now fully focused on scaling

I run an online music production business. I make instrumentals, post them on my YouTube channel, and then have a link in the video directing them to my website where they can then purchase.

I have around 50k subscribers on my YouTube channel, and an email list consisting of 5000 music artists ( who have bought form me before)

I have never tried email marketing and my friends say I’m missing out on a TON of revenue. I make around 10k a month now without email marketing

My profit margins are 95%, I have some room to spend on this. It’s an incredibly cheap business to run, and I am now fully focused on scaling

I run an online music production business. I make instrumentals, post them on my YouTube channel, and then have a link in the video directing them to my website where they can then purchase.

I have around 50k subscribers on my YouTube channel, and an email list consisting of 5000 music artists ( who have bought form me before)

I have never tried email marketing and my friends say I’m missing out on a TON of revenue. I make around 10k a month now without email marketing

My profit margins are 95%, I have some room to spend on this. It’s an incredibly cheap business to run, and I am now fully focused on scaling

Everyone, especially Every stranger.

I’m curious if anyone else feels this way -

Long story short I’ve built up this Version of myself that is insanely attractive, talented, and charismatic and I’m deeply afraid of my ego cracking the second someone doesn’t react how I need them to. Which to me means I’m not valuable / lack worth

So I just hide in my room. To even leave my apartment I have to make sure I look good. If I don’t, I don’t earn the right to be outside that day. Some days I don’t eat anything all morning and afternoon so I’m not bloated and earn the right to be amongst other people. I’m convinced on my unbloated days I get more looks, people are kinder, and things generally just go more my way.

Everyone intimidates me because everyone’s a threat. Any person, any look, any non-reaction…they hold the power to bring the whole thing down. So I stay away first. I avoided sex entirely for the first 24 years of my life because the fear of being inadequate or rejected was just too strong

Its deeply saddening and I feel I’m wasting my 20’s

I live in Denver right now, only been here a year so far. It’s…okay. It’s my first “big” city environment as I’m originally from rural America.

But the people here aren’t so much my vibe. I’m 25 and I’m super into art and music. I’m a full time artist. I don’t care much for hiking, or skiing/snowboarding and you’re sort of seen as strange here if you don’t participate in those activities

I guess from a financial standpoint I’m concerned. I’ve worked pretty hard saving my money and I don’t want a move to nyc to bury me. I made around 130k last year, and have around 300k to my name. I currently pay $2650 a month for a one bedroom, and I’m wondering what kinda place I’d be able to get in that budget…or if it’s not realistic to expect a similar level of comfort at that price range.

I’ve visited 3 times and loved it each time, and I just wonder if I’ll regret it if I don’t make the move. I’m freshly single too, out of ny first long term relationship. Got dumped. For some reason romantic interest has always been far easier in the city as well. Women just seem more interested and receptive towards me..I don’t know why.

I’d also be lying if I said New York didn’t intimidate me. It’s huge and loud and I’m more of a reserved (anxious) person.

I’d love to hear your thoughts