u/Sagiethefox

So I just relapsed (only first layer of the skin to my knowledge) and after washing it and cleaning it up theres a pulsing feeling?

Sooo I was in Florida and it had been hell staying clean and not cutting my legs, but as soon as I got back I relapsed and now my legs are covered in cuts. Mom just informed me that we are going swimming Sunday and honestly, I hate how I dont have a choice but basically my swim shorts dont cover where I need covered (also mom knows I sh)

3 months ago my soul dog got hit by a car and I cant grasp the fact it was real, I need her, she needs me, I just want my baby back, its not fucking fair she was only 3, she just wanted to play outside I miss her i miss her I miss her I want my baby back I want my baby back

Nonbinary but somewhat guy? Like I use zey/zem/they/them. I feel like a genderless boy? Does that make sense, I dont really wanna use he/him though

I hate my chest, hoodies are starting to not help and I cant get a binder or anything AUGHHH why was i born afab, I have no need for this chest

Personally yes, it blocks the connections i have with kintypes </3

Ive gone numb, my brain couldn't take every day being unbearable so now I feel nothing, but I still miss my baby and feel guilty for being numb

Not much to say, I just really REALLY miss him :(

I genuinely cannot stop

These silly books have really impacted my life (in a good way) I love the fandom, I love the maps and animations I just love everything about it. Its the only fandom ive never left and ive been in it for years. :]

A shift is NOT losing all control/blacking out, please stay safe <3

Come at me for saying this but, I dislike all the therian content, im an omnitherian myself but I know that over half of the therian community online is misinformation, and toxic. Ive gotten told im not welcome in the community because I have a more complicated identity. I also dislike how SO SOOOO many beings/nonbeings will say smth like "save this post if you support therians/alterbeings" THERIANS ARE ALTERBEINGS. It just upsets me, another thing is how much people only know of therian. I would say "oh im a holothere as well" and i would be asked "whats that" i just kinda dislike the therian community atp, I feel uncomfortable in it.

Putting it simply, sh is keeping me alive. Mom is VERY concerned and wants me to stop, she knows I cant just stop in a few days but I dont think she knows that this can get as bad as (only examples) smoking/drugs in terms of addiction. I dont wanna stop, I just wish no one had ever found out because now im being forced to talk about this stuff, I had to show my arms and overall this whole thing with people finding out has made me very ashamed and guilty. But yeah, how do I explain to my mom that sh is keeping me alive and I dont wanna stop.

When they roll down a bit scars are see-able, i have a few healing cuts also so im REALLY self conscious right now and just scared even though mom knows I sh.... plus I don't want my healing cuts to trigger random strangers, mom is forcing me to wear shorts because its Florida and well I cant be wearing pants but I really REALLY dont wanna end up triggering some random stranger, I know its unlikely but like... and the scars, I really dont want mom to see.

Bayani from house of puso!!! Kinda... scared for whats next with this kin