u/SamuelLemonsLover

I'm really considering therapy, and my wife goes to therapy every two weeks, I go with her to all her appointments because she feels more comfortable with me there, she has really improved and I think its my turn, I DONT want to kill myself, i love living and I love life, I want to spend the rest of my life growing old with my wife, but lately I've been having thoughts of falling back into my old self harm habits, if I went to therapy and was honest with a therapist would they try to make me go to an institution? And could I refuse that? My wife is disabled and needs me for everyday living, I literally couldn't be separated from her, she doesn't have a license, we work together and I drive her to work, I cook for her and I help her shower, and thats only the start of it, I'm also a manager at work, and I'm needed there, if I go to therapy I want to be 100% honest and talk about what I'm going through and feeling, but if I'm likely to go to the hospital then I'm not going to risk it and I'll wait to go to therapy until those urges stop

I know Pizza hut's all across the lands have different truck ordering systems but we are partnered with McLean company at my specific store, are there any other managers who have looked up everything on this s'mores blend and cannot find it and can't order it? I have been trying to for the last four trucks and I cannot find it, I've asked my GM but he sucks at the truck ordering screen (hes older and bad act computers) and he works afternoon on truck ordering days so he hasn't placed a truck in a good while, he's giving me some advice but none of that has worked, I'm not asking for instructions, I'm just wondering if anyone else has struggled with it, do I know the promotion is not supposed to end so soon that they're stopping pushing out the product

My wife and I got a wheelchair from a friend who didn't need it anymore and got rid of it because they didn't have the space for it about 6 months ago they gave it to us because my wife is disabled and could have used it if it had fit her, she cannot comfortably sit in it because its too short for her and the foot rests were removed, and it pinches into her sides because it was made for people on the smaller side, it fits me really well, and we decided to keep it just in case, now, I work two jobs daily, I'm on my feet for both of them, I'm always exhausted and burnt out, and when we and my wife go to the grocery store my wife needs the electric carts because of her disability, but I have to walk around everywhere, often after work, my feet hurt and I get so tired, if she takes too long in the store I start just sitting on the floor next to her waiting till shes ready to move on. I've thought about taking the wheel chair out and using it after a long day, but I'm worried that I will miss using a mobility aid. I've used it before when I had a deep muscle contusion in my foot and walking caused great pain, and i was able to get around really well with it. I do have autism and sometimes by the end if the say I will mentally sundown so hard that I want to throw a toddler style tantrum at the idea of walking all the way to the back of the store again because we forgot bottled water. (I dont throw tantrums, but I've gotten close) I feel if I started using it at the end of the days like that it'd be so much easier on my body, I've had some people tell me that I should donate the wheelchair if we don't use it regularly, but I don't want to do that because my wife is disabled and maybe one day it could be modified to fit her, I've had other people encourage me to use it, because it makes using a wheelchair or disability AIDS more common and encourages people to use it more when society pressures people not to, I don't know what to do and I don't want to be insensitive, please give thoughts and opinions

Also we've thought about giving to the old folks home, but the problem with it is its been modified, and it has custom artwork or a peach on the back that said "My pain might be chronic, but this ass is iconic!" And we don't think little old ladies or men will really be thrilled to give that on the back