u/Savings-Stay3394

i’ve been through a lot mentally between last year and this year already. i was in a relationship for 5 years and dumped him due to constant disloyalty and disrespect. i also started taking medication to help with my anxiety and since starting that, i lost motivation for my love of reading and the gym (side effects drained me). lost jobs, had a hard time finding jobs, got one, lost it again 😭 was in a situationship that ended bad bc he was in a relationship the WHOLE time. and now after all of that noise, im just alone. i have friends but not many. i prefer quality over quantity which is great but, i wish i had more sometimes.
luckily i start a new job soon & also i started going back to the gym recently with a couple of my friends..but when im not doing that, i am so damn lonely. i know since i have been out of a relationship, and now done with that situationship, i should take advantage of this time to be alone and to heal..but i still want regular human connections and to make more friends. i just don’t kno what to do and how to do it. i always have this fear of looking weird to people. im already an introvert as is but trying to step out of that is so damn hard.
and the friends i do have, they have other friends who they do more stuff with even if it’s just lounging around the house. but i seem to only get invited if there is a big event happening when im required to spend a lot of money… im kind of just rambling now. i love my alone time, but im so tired of feeling lonely all the time :(

Hey guys, i’m really curious about this. If i don’t log in to claim my daily aurum pass gems, do i lose them for good ? Or will they be there when i get the chance to log in ? Has this happened to anyone

I just finished S3 and am i the only one that cried like a baby ?? 😅 From Rue to seeing Fez, and then Ali visiting the homestead ranch and then Rue at the table during the prayer. Idk it all just made me emotional that it’s really over now. I know the show went through a very long break and they probably could’ve did MORE but it was a good season and a good ending in my opinion. I’m never the type to go deep diving into what they could’ve done and what they didn’t do but i was very entertained to say the least. I’m also sad wondering if Eric Dane got to watch it all before he passed on 😭 He did so well in his scenes.

A gemini man to be exact! I wont lie i wasnt really looking to be in a relationship so soon since i just got out of a long one in march, but i was really excited for this and where it could lead to... I caught feelings but after a few signs, it’s sorta kinda drifting away. We talk every single day, even used to facetime often at night before bed and we even hooked up a couple times. It felt like we were in an actual relationship (prior to us hooking up) and i was genuinely looking forward to talking to him... But the moment relationships came into convo he started getting distant. Then he started getting close again. And now i’m kind of confused. I love my solitude and i don’t want to rush another relationship, i want to actually get to know someone more so i doesn’t end up like a shitshow like my last relationship , but i didn’t see the harm of looking to see where this takes us in the future. To be clear, i didn’t tell him straight up i wanted to be with him officially, he actually assumed i wanted a relationship after some miscommunication during a convo we had. I personally would never shoot my shot like that nor tell a man i want to be his gf 😭 But I can’t lie i’m pretty annoyed by all of this because he’s everything i want in a bf. And he was in MY dms for years and this is what i get ? 😭 Ridiculous!

Also wanna mention i’ve only ever been with Leo’s and Libras. Any other Sags experienced this with Gemini men ?

i’ve been taking lex since last year july, so 11 months. my doctor prescribed me 10mg but to start off on 5 so i break it in half. i think it’s time for me to move up though as i still experience both anxiety and depression..today being one of those days. it’s a lot of other stuff that contributes to these feelings but im mentally just not feeling okay. are there any side effects i should be worried about going up another 5? i had the worst side effects when i started and i don’t want to experience that again.