its unbearable sometimes

I don't even want to describe why I want to do this. thinking about it makes me want to disappear. there's too much bad. I'm under 24/7 control, and there's no way I can harm myself. no way. I feel like a drug addict to selfhsarm. My head hurts from this. sorry

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u/Scary-Bid-4420 — 2 days ago

hi! name's Wizard, 16 years old. from Russia. (UTC+7)

trans boy, he/him. hope you dont mind.

i like studying! machine learning, data analysis, chemistry and astronomy are my main fields. i also read sometimes, my favorite authors are Lovecraft, Bulgakov. my fav anime is the 'black butler' or 'danganronpa'. i dont like games, films or series. a bit crazy, having schizophrenia, eating disorder and BIID.. dont know what to add.. feel free to ask whatever you want.

lonely. i'm looking for a long-term friendship, pls DM me :3

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u/Scary-Bid-4420 — 2 days ago

I want to find a friend to lose weight with and stop my bulimia (??)

I'm very sorry if this is not the place to look for a weight loss partner, but I'm desperate and don't know what to do.

I have a long history of my ED, but right now I'm in a "bulimic" phase. I think it would be interesting to find someone who also has bulimia and support each other while also focusing on healthy weight loss somehow... because im NOT skinny i literally gained 45kg..

please sorry again

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u/Scary-Bid-4420 — 3 days ago

i dont know what to do with him

hi. just really need some advice.. i hope my problem is not a cringe for this subreddit or something. im just kinda lost.

I've been dating a guy for a year now. I'm 16 and he's 17. I've never been interested in sex, it didn't concern me at all. But my boyfriend constantly tried to undress me, touch me, sent me 18+ videos and begged for sex. By the way, we are different. He is handsome, probably too handsome, very smart. And I'm stupid and ugly. Objectively.

Recently, such a moment happened that I don't even like to describe... It, I think, left me traumatized for all my life.

I don't know if I can leave him. Exactly leave. I never liked our meetings. He is too tactile and often hints that I am overweight. And everything in his head is about sex. As I write this, deep down I feel very uncomfortable and scared, I don't know what to do. Block him? We live close by... I really don't want to write anything. Ignoring him won't work, he writes to my mom when I ignore him.

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u/Scary-Bid-4420 — 3 days ago