I am looking to purchase my first G-Shock. I already own a Casio AE1200 that I put in a metal case and im looking to expand my collection. I am curious what you all like and whats popular! Show me what you guys wear regularly or models you like!
Been playing this Teysa since she was spoiled. Deck is themed around old-school foiling and OG printings. Still looking to acquire more miscut tokens and swap the revised Demonic and Scrubland for FBB copies.
Deck is designed for Bracket 3 play as a midrange aristocrats deck with combo wincons.
thanks for looking.
I’ve been struggling with difficult, confusing and conflicting emotions about my recent breakup, and I could use some support :(
We dated for 3 years. Late 20s. She broke up with me about a month ago and we work together. She works in a different building, so I don’t have to be around her all day, but I do run into her in the parking lot sometimes.
When things were good they were the very best I’ve ever had. She was fun, kind, soft, understanding, the sex was great and I felt like I never wanted to let her go. When things were bad they were the absolute worst I’ve ever had. She was an avoidant, anxious, stubborn alcoholic.
There were a few incidents that stick out in my mind as being particularly bad. Early in our relationship I picked her up from a party while she was drunk, not 10 minutes in the car and she started screaming, crying, calling me names and accusing me of cheating with a coworker (I am not cheater and did not cheat).
She called me one night, drunk, and started rambling about how when she was dating her ideal man was 6'4", bald and had a huge manhood. I am 5'10", not bald and average to below average in the manhood department. When I called her out she rubbed it in.
She called me saying she blew a tire. I showed up to help her change the tire and she was drunk. I changed her tire and insisted she either get a ride with a friend, I give her a ride home or she take an Uber. She called me names; told me I was trying to control her and instead she wasn’t drunk. She pushed me that night.
After a big party she was so drunk she couldn’t walk. I needed to carry her inside to the bathroom. She threw up absolutely everywhere. On herself, all over the ground, all over the toilet, everywhere. When I tried to get her water and clean up the mess, she yelled at me and told me she misses a man she was friends with who she used to fuck.
After a small party with her friends, she got drunk and on the ride home asked if I would go back to her place. It was 2AM, I was tried and said no. She started yelling, called me names and gave me the silent treatment until we got close to her house. When we got close to her house she pulled out a sealed beer from the back seat of my car and proceeded to open it while I was driving. I freaked out as open alcohol in a moving car is an automatic DUI in my state. I tried to get it out of her hands and she poured it all over the car and threw it at me. I pulled over, tried to clean up and she punched me in the chest. I was so shocked I didn’t know what to do, I’ve never had a partner lay their hands on me in anger. When I reacted she said, "it’s okay because she’s a girl" and asked me if I was going to cry about it.
I would try and talk to her about things and she would completely shut down. She wouldn’t talk; she wouldn’t even look at me. She would sit in total silence while I tried to get her to talk. She said she "needed time" to process and respond but it was never clear when that would be, if ever.
Even with everything she did I never totally blamed her for it. She struggled immensely with anxiety, depression and alcoholism. It was all her responsibility but I knew it wasn’t entirely her fault. When she wasn’t drinking she wasn’t mean or abusive. When she was, she was a different person. Even now all I want for her is to find some peace and healing.
Through all of it I stayed. The hot and cold nature of the relationship was addicting to me. It completely destroyed my sense of self and self-esteem. After she broke up with me, I asked to talk, she said she would a few times and then straight ghosted me. Totally gone.
Since the breakup, I’ve been cycling through emotions like crazy. I’ve been flipping between deep sadness and intense anger seemingly every day. Even after deleting all of the photos, throwing away all of the stuff she gave me, deleting all our text conversations and blocking her everywhere she’s all I think about from the morning to night. I know it gets better; I know life will improve. I am doing all I can to be healthy. Letting myself feel the emotions, I’m journaling a lot, exercising every day, surrounding myself with my support network but I still feel like a piece of shit and terrible without her.
If anyone has any words of encouragement or advice I would appreciate it greatly.