I’m only 18 and I think I have herpes
Hello, this is really hard to talk about I feel so embarrassed and disgusting. I think I have hsv1 I’ve always been cautious and worried about having an std and even like little cuts and stuff worry me thinking it’s herpes. I have been sick recently and yesterday I had this weird swelling pain and like a sorta bump on my lip, I only noticed it at about 9am yesterday. When I got home I tried to pop it and it was sorta like a white head. Like a solid sorta white stuff came out and so did a bit of clear fluid and blood. The spot was really small amd it hurts to touch, now it looks yellow and it still hurts and feels a bit swollen but it dosnt hurt or anything as much as it did. It really does resemble a cold sore. I thought i had herpes a few weeks ago but it didn’t really look anything like what I have now. I can send someone a photo if they want to have a look. Ik it’s kinda too early to panic but I’m so scared. I feel absolutely horrible and disgusting idk what to do. If I have herpes I think I’m going to take my life,I’m so young and I feel like my life is over. I can’t even have a relationship with anybody I feel terrible. I hope it’s not herpes.