Not a swiftie but I'm finding all I want to do is put on her music when I'm depressed, it helps.

I wasn't sure where to post this or what to title it. But I'm curious if anyone can relate because I think it's strange, personally 😂

I like pop music but typically i listen to rock. So I like some of her music but i wouldn't call myself a fan of hers or a swiftie. Yet I have found that I really enjoy the moodier stuff or nostalgic stuff when I'm sad.

I've been having a rough time lately, I might be breaking up with my person, I'm still recovering from a major surgery, everything feels overwhelming.

So I'm over here listening to songs like Babylon, I look in People's Windows, the Prophecy, etc.

It's actually really hard to adult right now and I wish I could just put on her music and do nothing but draw and paint all day.

I guess I'm just curious to talk to others who relate since I'm not a hater and I'm not a swiftie. I don't see a change in her quality of music like some people are saying but maybe that's because I really only started to intentionally listen to it when Midnights dropped.

But I just feel like her music helps when I'm feeling sad. Maybe others don't find the lyrics or meaning to be thoughtful or inspired but a lot of them still feel that way to me. What songs of hers hit for you when you're feeling down and just want to vibe to a melody or certain lyrics?

And if you disagree and find she depresses you more when you're depressed that's fair too 😂 I just wanted to not feel alone in this new development in my life 😂

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u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 13 days ago
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I love that Joanie's mom kept the warrior prize

I was watching luxeria's rewatch and it was this episode. I couldn't remember what Joanie said happened to her prize so I just went back to her twixt interview and she said it's on the mantle of her mom's fireplace.

That's so wholesome, I just had to share that.

I always thought she seemed so genuinely happy to receive it but I would have dreaded trying to bring that home because I'd worry something bad would happen to it in transit. I'm glad to hear it made the journey and all these many years later her mom is still proudly displaying it! ❤️

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 1 month ago

Holly, Bridget, & Endometriosis: Rant Incoming

So i heard through the grapevine that they did a little q&a in which Holly said....

"Somebody asked me how I'm managing my endometriosis. I kind of forgot about it, to be honest"

Apparently she completely forgot about it because she’s been "managing her health".

And apparently B chimed in to say "oh good you must have got it managed and it’s gone."

BECAUSE THAT'S HOW ENDOMETRIOSIS WORKS.

BECAUSE YOU CAN JUST FORGET YOU HAVE IT.

Yeah, sure. It's not like women spend a decade of their lives on average trying desperately to be listened to, believed, and not discounted by doctors, to finally get a diagnosis - even though after the diagnosis the doctors just fuck you up more with pills or ablation or other outdated methods because women's healthcare is a joke!

Hi, I'm one in 10 women with endo 🙋‍♀️

This disease has robbed me of my life. I finally had excision surgery for it this year. And now I'm less 6 organs and in debt for life. The kicker? The team couldn't even get all of the significant lesions out. But it's endometriosis so it would be in me for life anyway because it's microscopic and can travel through the bloodstream. There is no magically making it go away. It's never "gone", Bridget.

The only hope - which is not something everyone can do - is to have surgery with a team of specialists to get enough of it out so that your quality of life improves for a little while. And you hope you don't need to have repeat surgeries only for everything to get worse again in a matter of months or years. But chances are everything will get worse again.

And if you're not having surgery and you're "managing your health", Holly, news flash: you're still in chronic pain. Your fatigue is insane. The brain fog is hell. You bleed clots and hemorrhage while you go to work, take care of the family, and try to survive.

I avoid inflammatory foods, eat healthy, I don't drink, I exercise daily, strength train, cardio, swimming, etc. But I've crawled on my hands and knees to get into an ER just to be told I'm a LIAR about my endo pain and sent away. Well, my entire frozen pelvis would like to have a word with them about how much courage it took to come there to ask for an imaging scan just to make sure I was okay, because it sure felt like I was dying.

Despite "managing my health", and despite having an extensive surgery, I'm still acutely aware of my endo. Every damn day.

YOU DON'T JUST FORGET YOU HAVE IT. IT'S NEVER GONE.

So, holly, you can fuck off with your self diagnosis, your hopping on the latest trends, and paying doctors to give you excuses for your behavior.

Bridget. Go read one endometriosis comment thread and have your tiny goldfish mind blown, you dumb bitch.

Holly and Bridget have never known real struggle or pain in their entire lives.

I'll finish out our game for Bridget's book that i started, but after this shit show of comments from them, I don't know that I'll be participating much anymore.

This is damaging levels of lies and misinformation they're spreading and if you're a fan of theirs, I'd start rethinking why the fuck you want to look up to those two intentionally ignorant and manipulative women.

They are sick in the fucking head.

And no, Kendra and Crystal cannot be compared to this epic levels of stupid they portray every time they upload an episode.

I hope you both see this, Holly and Bridget. And maybe one goddamn day someone will hold you accountable for your words to your faces so you can't just close reddit and pretend that what you said wasn't asinine and harmful.

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 2 months ago

Day 5 of writing Bridget's book: comment what chapter TWO should be called (pace yourselves, we've got 10 chapters to tell her life story)

Props to u/HelenaCat13 for the rare baby B pictures! Not gonna lie, adding them made me kind of sad. I don't feel bad for the person Bridget is today, she's a nasty Karen who makes her own choices. But the child who decided at 4 to be a playmate? That's a damaged kid! Her parents failed her so hard.

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 2 months ago

Writing Bridget's book, day 2: What photo will be on the cover?

Comment with the photo you think would be on the cover of her book! OR comment with a description of what you think the photo should be and I'll create it with photoshop and clipart 🤣 most upvoted wins 🏆

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 2 months ago

New game! Day one of writing Bridget's book: What's the Title? (rules in post)

We don't know how long it's going to take until this thing gets published, so let's help her out. Each day (or whenever I have time 🤣) we'll tackle a new part of Bridget's book and vote on what it should include/how it should look/which pictures tell the story. Today we start at the beginning with this simple task: comment and upvote your favorite title for Bridget's book!

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 2 months ago

The hand placement is giving Playboy Murders... Lol

If I were this woman I'd have my hands on B's too to make sure they didn't wrap around my neck 😂

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 3 months ago
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Finally a photoshoot I wouldn't eliminate her for.

Not sure if this is a hot take but I've not been a big fan of Tyra's recent modeling, that said I think this look suits her and only a couple photos look like she's smelling dookie.

From Tyra's Facebook.

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 3 months ago

The BS Facebook page is living in another era

The Britney Facebook page is trippy, man. Clearly run by someone who has made it their life mission to fuel the fans with nostalgic clips and keep people focused on who she used to be. If you wanna feel like the Men in Black flashy-thing'd you, just follow the fb page. The old clips are pretty fun, I admit. But you'd never even know about her babadook phase...

Anyway. Thoughts on her coming up with the school girl idea over power rangers? Or how she says she likes sitting for hair and makeup.....

u/Secret_Wolf_23 — 3 months ago