u/Separate-Side-8214

Is it normal to live like nothing happened to me after 2 months of being diagnosed as HIV reactive or is it just because may Major Depressive Disorder ako? 2 months passed and I feel like walang nangyari, gumigising ako ng normal, hindi nag ooverthink and I just have to do is to take meds. I am not worrying at all cause nag tatake naman ako ng ARV, of course naiisip ko parin na reactive ako but anong magagawa ko? Heto na yung reyalidad e, kailangan kong tanggapin. Idk, but feeling ko may effect ang pagiging s*icial and depressive ko even before ako ma diagnosed as reactive. Natuto nalang ako na tanggapin ang lahat even if mawala ako or mabuhay pako ng matanggal. But one thing is for sure, natatakot ako sa time na sasabihin ko sa partner ko na reactive ako. Natatakot ako sa mga iisipin nya and kung pano sya mag react, o don't want to lose him, I don't want him to feel bad and devastated. But kailangan kong sabihin sa kanya for us to him from this sickness. I just don't know how to approach him especially 4th Anniversary na namin next week.

I saw a TikTok live earlier and my previous company is hiring. I worked in that company before for 2 contracts na and yung 2nd contract ko is I immediately resigned. But nung sinend sakin yung COE ko, I completed the contract naman and after 7 months, I badly need a job again. Before kasi nag ddm ako sa TA or HR sa TikTok live nila if eligible for rehire pako, nag tanong ako sa different sites. Sabi, eligible ako for rehire sa Makati, Pasay at QC since iisang company lang. And then kanina, nakita ko hiring yung previous employer ko na naka live, I grab the opportunity na mag apply at magbakasakali ulit. I passed the Final Interview naman and tomorrow for medical and JO nako same site as nung second employment ko sa company na to kaso ang kinakabahala ko is baka pag nasa training or nasa prod nako, bigla akong i terminate or paalisin kasi na detect nila na nag immediate resigned ako before. Is that possible kaya or hindi bako mayayari kapag nag background checking sila? I dedecline ko ba yung offer just to be safe or tanggapin ko nalang since maganda naman ang offer?

I saw a TikTok live earlier and my previous company is hiring. I worked in that company before for 2 contracts na and yung 2nd contract ko is I immediately resigned. But nung sinend sakin yung COE ko, I completed the contract naman and after 7 months, I badly need a job again. Before kasi nag ddm ako sa TA or HR sa TikTok live nila if eligible for rehire pako, nag tanong ako sa different sites. Sabi, eligible ako for rehire sa Makati, Pasay at QC since iisang company lang. And then kanina, nakita ko hiring yung previous employer ko na naka live, I grab the opportunity na mag apply at magbakasakali ulit. I passed the Final Interview naman and tomorrow for medical and JO nako same site as nung second employment ko sa company na to kaso ang kinakabahala ko is baka pag nasa training or nasa prod nako, bigla akong i terminate or paalisin kasi na detect nila na nag immediate resigned ako before. Is that possible kaya? I dedecline ko ba yung offer just to be safe or tanggapin ko nalang?

Pano ko po kaya masasabi sa bf ko na nadiagnose ako na may HIV 3 weeks ago. Everytime kasi na nagkakaroon ako ng chance na sabihin sa kanya, parang napapaatras ako and natatakot ako sa reaction nyo. Ayaw ko na maramdaman nya yung naramdaman ko nung first day ng diagnosis ko. I wanna invite him rin sana magpa test para ma sure na okay sya but hindi ko alam kung pano.

First job ko sa company na to is for 6 months, seasonal account sya and naging okay naman yung employment ko. Natapos na yung contract ko, nag apply ulit ako sa same company but for a shorter contract, 3 months naman, I got accepted and 2 weeks bago mag end ang contract ko, I have decided to file an immediate resignation because of my mental health issue, ni reject ng TM ko, sabi nya mag AWOL nalang raw ako. Nag disagree ako sa kanya kasi may mga sinend ako sa kanya na prescription ng medicines at medical certificate ko na naka indicate yung diagnosis sakin, nag notify ako sa HR about sa resignation and then after 1 week, they sent me a NTE letter kasi di na talaga ako pumasok and nag respond ako sa latter, I explained everything, I got no response from them. I accepted the fate nalang. And then natapos na yung contract ko, I returned everything and I even got my COE that states there na I completed my contract. Now, I have a plan to reapply again sa same company but in different site. My question is, is it possible ma ma re-hire ulit after nung nangyari?