Doesn't make sense

This is how my baby died. The previous day the nanny told me the baby stained her romper with poop and that I should bring extra clothes next day in case it happens again. I found it strange because she never poops to that extent. The following day, which she was home with the dad. He told me her poop was watery but he'll observe her and take her to the doctor should it gets worse. When I arrived home from work, my baby's father handed her to me saying that she suddenly got worse. She was not her usual self , pale and milk coming out her mouth non stop. The dad was trying to contact the doctor while I had my baby. I cried like never before.

The doctors report says she died at home from respiratory failure as a result of gastro. How come he only called the medical rescue team only when I arrived? He loved my baby so much but I think there's something he isn't telling me

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u/Separate_Pen9297 — 11 days ago
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It still hurts

I don't know what can take the pain away. I feel bad that my baby died. I wish I was home with her, I would have noticed that she wasn't well. Ive been heavily relying on alcohol to help me cope. It's hard to forget how her corpse looked like. My very first baby.

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u/Separate_Pen9297 — 2 months ago

My 3 months old baby died yesterday

At 32, I had my first baby. She's was my joy. Now she left me. It's the greatest loss I've ever experienced. I'm just numb and in complete shock. Doctor said she died from respiratory failure due to Gastroenteritis

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u/Separate_Pen9297 — 2 months ago