fembreaker designs but they kind of all look the same [MY ART]

fembreaker designs but they kind of all look the same [MY ART]

it's interesting to think about how gender roles would affect them and their appearance but despite all my thoughts i wasnt able to come up with much creativity with these. at least they look nice haha

u/ShmapplesIsExisting — 1 day ago

My Wind Breaker animanga collection!

Ignore how the poster on the 8th slide is AI enhanced, it was bought by a family member who was tricked by the listing.

Sorry I don't know what flair this would go under since it's a mix of just anything wind breaker haha. i really gotta invest in some lights for the shelves, does anybody have suggestions for some good ones for cheap?

u/ShmapplesIsExisting — 3 days ago

furrybreaker pt. 2 [MY ART]

part 1 (togame and tomiyama) should show up if you just search furrybreaker here in the subreddit or check my profile.

i already have ideas for most of the characters, which character(s) should i draw my design for next?

u/ShmapplesIsExisting — 21 days ago

furrybreaker togatomi [MY ART]

im really proud of these designs, i plan on doing most of the characters eventually but ill just be starting out with shishitoren for obvious reasons.

rlly excited to do sugishita and sakura

u/ShmapplesIsExisting — 1 month ago

I got bullied online and I can't stop thinking about it.

First time posting to this sub, I'm sorry if I misunderstood any rules.

I'm 16 years old (15 when this all started) and I'm autistic.

I ended up getting really into and really attached to an anime I watched about august last year and got really into the manga for it aswell.

I was so happy to have something new to love, it was something that had a lot of characters I related to and could see myself in, it makes me want to strive to be the best person I can be, it would comfort me when I was down, and it was just something I loved, I was so happy.

I thought that it would be fun to interact with the community centered around it, I like to make fanart and discuss the story through theories and analysis'.

I started out so happy, eventually I met someone who I knew for two days before I learned something about them that made me deeply uncomfortable so I stopped talking to them and eventually fully blocked them.

We ended up in the same discord server together and I found out through one of the members that apparently they were telling everyone I blocked them and were publicly speculating absurd reasons as to why. (these were in voice chats, which were how I didnt find out at first) because of what they were saying this led to the people in the server turning against me, when I eventually did do something genuinely wrong (I accidentally said the irl name of the person I blocked unknowingly, asking who they were because I thought they were a stranger) nobody told me, they used it to talk shit about me even more and eventually the people I was friends with ended up being convinced I was a bad person because of what was being said about me without my knowledge, I only learned what happened when I asked one of friends what they were talking about and they told me, I asked why nobody came to me about it since I didnt get a chance to apologize or realize my mistake and I just got told "in all fairness a lot of us are non-confrontational"

And the worst part, during the weeks spent where everyone is turning against me and talking bad about me (most of which were people 18-23) I was getting vile death threats in my strawpage inbox and from burner accounts telling me things that shook me up too much to want to repeat.

when I approached a moderator about it they all ignored my report cause they thought I was lying, and they didn't plan on telling me that they weren't going to take action.

I eventually left that group, I didnt want to be around them anymore and eventually I made a twitter thread explaining what happened to me in that community, in the thread I didn't name anybodies names, I just described what happened without the specifics of who. I got a dm from one of them telling me that the thread was me beating the dead horse into the ground and that I need to let go of it so that they can move on from this too.

eventually the fear of more death threats and my image being permanently ruined got to me and I decided to leave twitter entirely and change my online name. I didn't want to do that. I wanted to stay as who I was but I had to change it so that the harassment would be guaranteed to stop (even then I'm not so sure) I wanted to keep sharing my art and my theories on twitter with my friends on there but that isn't fun anymore. Especially since they're still so loved, I'm too scared to tell people what they did, I don't want to get harassed again and I don't want to encourage death threats to them.

It was something I loved so much but now when I see it all I can think of is the people who treated me like human garbage because I got uncomfortable with someone, of the vile messages and drawings that I was receiving, of the horrible things that were said about me that have convinced me that I have to be a bad person to some extent.

I can't stop thinking about it, it was awful, it makes me so sad. I cry almost all the time now it's so hard to stop thinking about the things said to and about me. Something I love so much has now become something that can send me spiraling but I still don't want to let go of it because I love it so much.

And the absolute salt in the wound that just makes me even sadder and angrier about this is that this all happened the month and day of my 16th birthday, I spent that day crying aswell.

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u/ShmapplesIsExisting — 2 months ago

I got bullied online and I can't stop thinking about it.

First time posting to this sub, I'm sorry if I misunderstood any rules.

I'm 16 years old (15 when this all started) and I'm autistic.

I ended up getting really into and really attached to an anime I watched about august last year and got really into the manga for it aswell.

I was so happy to have something new to love, it was something that had a lot of characters I related to and could see myself in, it makes me want to strive to be the best person I can be, it would comfort me when I was down, and it was just something I loved, I was so happy.

I thought that it would be fun to interact with the community centered around it, I like to make fanart and discuss the story through theories and analysis'.

I started out so happy, eventually I met someone who I knew for two days before I learned something about them that made me deeply uncomfortable so I stopped talking to them and eventually fully blocked them.

We ended up in the same discord server together and I found out through one of the members that apparently they were telling everyone I blocked them and were publicly speculating absurd reasons as to why. (these were in voice chats, which were how I didnt find out at first) because of what they were saying this led to the people in the server turning against me, when I eventually did do something genuinely wrong (I accidentally said the irl name of the person I blocked unknowingly, asking who they were because I thought they were a stranger) nobody told me, they used it to talk shit about me even more and eventually the people I was friends with ended up being convinced I was a bad person because of what was being said about me without my knowledge, I only learned what happened when I asked one of friends what they were talking about and they told me, I asked why nobody came to me about it since I didnt get a chance to apologize or realize my mistake and I just got told "in all fairness a lot of us are non-confrontational"

And the worst part, during the weeks spent where everyone is turning against me and talking bad about me (most of which were people 18-23) I was getting vile death threats in my strawpage inbox and from burner accounts telling me things that shook me up too much to want to repeat.

when I approached a moderator about it they all ignored my report cause they thought I was lying, and they didn't plan on telling me that they weren't going to take action.

I eventually left that group, I didnt want to be around them anymore and eventually I made a twitter thread explaining what happened to me in that community, in the thread I didn't name anybodies names, I just described what happened without the specifics of who. I got a dm from one of them telling me that the thread was me beating the dead horse into the ground and that I need to let go of it so that they can move on from this too.

eventually the fear of more death threats and my image being permanently ruined got to me and I decided to leave twitter entirely and change my online name. I didn't want to do that. I wanted to stay as who I was but I had to change it so that the harassment would be guaranteed to stop (even then I'm not so sure) I wanted to keep sharing my art and my theories on twitter with my friends on there but that isn't fun anymore. Especially since they're still so loved, I'm too scared to tell people what they did, I don't want to get harassed again and I don't want to encourage death threats to them.

It was something I loved so much but now when I see it all I can think of is the people who treated me like human garbage because I got uncomfortable with someone, of the vile messages and drawings that I was receiving, of the horrible things that were said about me that have convinced me that I have to be a bad person to some extent.

I can't stop thinking about it, it was awful, it makes me so sad. I cry almost all the time now it's so hard to stop thinking about the things said to and about me. Something I love so much has now become something that can send me spiraling but I still don't want to let go of it because I love it so much.

And the absolute salt in the wound that just makes me even sadder and angrier about this is that this all happened the month and day of my 16th birthday, I spent that day crying aswell.

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u/ShmapplesIsExisting — 2 months ago