u/ShockSignificant1866

Ngl I m scared but I'll make it scared

I binged watched some web series on Netflix and it works

Except stranger things

I can do this.

Growing up my dad used to tell me i m a good for nothing, useless and unwanted child and that he should've killed me when i was born, i never really cared for myself and believed him after that I got addicted to porn this is my 10th year i always thought I m beyond helping I never talked to any girl for romantic purposes cuz i thought it's better they stay away , hell I couldn't even look at girls without having lewd thoughts but recently I met this girl at my workplace she's the most beautiful and genuine girl I've ever met she told me that she believes i can do anything and that I m an interesting person and for the first time i felt shame and so angered at myself that i can't see the real her, past her body I m so done, I like her and i would like to tell her that but before that I have to become worthy to have her I want to see her without lust in my mind, i wanna become a man worthy of her

This is my Day 3 of being a better person

Someone told me today that I can do anything, i can do this

Story-driven SMP looking for the right players

Hey,

I’m starting a Minecraft SMP focused on story, mystery, and atmosphere rather than grinding or flexing builds.

This server is about:

Slow progression

Subtle lore and evolving mysteries

Meaningful interactions, not chaos

Things may seem small at first… until they’re not.

I’m not looking for random players — I want people who enjoy immersive experiences and actually care about being part of something deeper.

No need to be a pro. Just:

Be somewhat active

Respect the tone

Don’t treat it like a typical SMP

Also, no pressure to stay if it’s not your thing. I’d rather have a few people who get it.

If this sounds like your kind of server, DM me or comment with a bit about yourself.