u/Shylahoof

Someone was sharing something about the different reactions each biological parent had when they found them and reached out. Others were commenting about trauma, so I wanted to tell my little story about when I got my liver transplant. Basically, I wanted to reach out to the donor family to personally thank them with every ounce of my being, but the hospital has a policy that the donor chooses to remain anonymous or not, which I respected. I went on the mention my plan to have my entire family (extended included) sign a guest book and tell the donor family how much their loved one's donation meant and how grateful not just me, but everyone was. I would then send it to the hospital, which would contact the donor family on my behalf, giving them the option to take it or not.

Anyway, at the end I mentioned how much Survivor's guilt sucks, and if anybody here, god forbid, has gone through it, you know exactly what I mean.

Their response? "Poor you, you didn't die? WTF?"

I was taken aback. Was she trying to be funny? Nope.

" I'm expressing exasperation that somebody actually died and you were the recipient of their gift of life, but you're still making it all about you and how bad you feel about it. Why did you accept the gift if you're just going to feel bad about it? "

After a small, pointless attempt to explain how Survivor's guilt works. Readers who are unaware of what Survivor's Guilt is, it is a feeling of remorse and sadness because the only reason you are alive is that someone died. It's a feeling of "It's not fair, am I even worthy to get this?" Yeah, great, awesome that I get a second chance at life, but the cost is SO huge that a lot of recipients' brains can't process it. For the rest of my life, I will be doing whatever I can to keep being "enough" to get a second chance because of their sacrifice. That family had a loss. THAT family had to mourn, and it isn't fair.

I was talking to a brick wall made of butts, so I just told them, " I want to tell you to just fuck off so badly. But I don't curse."

Some of you know I started playing this game so my son and I could have something to play together. Well, as expected, pretty sure he's moving on to something else. He still hops on every once in awhile but his last login was 6 days ago. Anyway, I have two accounts. I have my main and a totally 100% f2p account I made just to see what it was like. I'm thinking about taking my main out of the alliance he is in and leaving my alt account in charge of my son's alliance, that way we can still play when he logs on every blue moon.

So, if anyone needs an all-around versatile defender/runner, I am open to it. I play mostly on pc but can play mobile as well, i just have problems seeing the team color difference on mobile (colorblind). If you wanna know what I have in my stable, just ask!

US/Central time, Mainly PC

Let me try posting this again:

If you can't view anybody's profiles, try these steps:

Do NOT log out of the buggy profile

Open a new tab and open TikTok there

Log out on the new tab

Create a new profile. Gotta be a fresh clean one.

Perform some basic TikTok stuff (Follow someone, view a profile, like a vid, etc)

--you should be able to do everything fine--

DO NOT LOG OUT

On the original tab (the bugged out one) Refresh the page and it should refresh it with all the uncorrupted goodness of the new profile you just made. That's it!

Lemme know if it worked!