u/Silent_Principle_392

I believe grim should instead add 2 aces with 2 random seals.

Grim is absolutely the worst spectral hands down. Aces have bad synergy and it only gives 2 which means compared to incantation and familiar it doesn’t even generate as much hologram value.

If it was instead 2 random seals it could be worth it to gamble for the possibility of a purple and blue seal. Wee runs could even use it as an option to get red seal 2’s when paired with strength.

Xyience at this point is dead I can’t find it in local stores and there seems to be nowhere to purchase it.

Fuji apple was my favorite energy drink by a landslide and I now how to unfortunately look for a replacement. :(

I am looking for something with an apple juice like flavor not sour candy apple flavor but am willing to try any suggestions!

Gold sticker credit card and luchador just way too easy

My stupid egg life

He hates me..

+5 sarukani before one crane is wild

We dated when I was 14-16 I’m 20 now for reference and it feels extremely silly to care so much

She was very mentally ill and would put a lot of it on me, I remember conversations from when I was 15 where she would be threatening to kill herself and telling me that it was because I couldn’t comfort her well and that I was a terrible boyfriend that I would never understand how she feels and then she would immediately start apologizing and start telling me that I’m the only reason she’s staying alive that if I ever left she would kill herself. We probably went through conversation like that 10+ times she was my first relationship ever and I put so much of that on myself at a young age.

At one point she pretended to have DID or thought she had DID which she later admitted she didn’t? I was so clocked out of everything at that point I couldn’t even tell you

It got so bad that near the end of our relationship I started completely avoiding her because I was scared that I would make her mad at me and I would have to talk her down the ledge again I was walking on egg shells constantly I remember throwing up due to stress multiple times at the time as well. Eventually she broke up with me due to how much I was avoiding her and then she later begged me to get back with her which I said no.

About a year later I asked her out again to which she said no. I don’t even know why I asked her out I remember talking to her and getting frustrated and annoyed but I was just so drawn to her. I even later tried to get back in touch to “check up” on her maybe half a year ago but nothing came of it other than a small conversation where we both apologized to each other but I’m still left with this pit in my stomach I’m still so mad at her.

I never once yelled at her I never got to tell her to fuck off or tell her how badly anything that she did effected me. the amount of times I broke down crying and begging her to not kill herself or to stay with me and telling her that none of what she said effected me and that I understood.

4 days ago I saw her in person for the first time in maybe 3 years randomly at a game store we made direct eye contact and I immediately felt myself start to freak out. I was there with my current girlfriend and I told her we needed to get out quickly. For the next like 2 hours my heart was beating so fast I was panicking and couldn’t calm down at all.

and today I have been making fake accounts trying to like stalk her or something I don’t even know what the fuck I’m doing. I feel so stupid. I keep searching for this weird perfect ending where I get to tell her everything I have balled up inside and then she just melts like a witch I guess? It all feels so stupid.

The last time I contacted her I told myself I was going to lay everything out and that I would tell her how much I hated everything she did to me but I didn’t I just didn’t she has so much power over me it’s pathetic man I even had a mini fucking panic attack from simply making eye contact with her.

I guess just when does it go away it’s been 4 years and I still can’t shake it. I don’t wanna be a weird loser who is still mad at the actions of someone they don’t even know anymore.

I 100% don’t want to get back with her. Even with the weird stalking it’s not because I want to get back with her. Frankly I don’t exactly know why I felt so urged to “stalk” her I just felt anxious? It’s confusing

My current girlfriend is amazing we’ve been together for a little over a year now and she pretty much the exact opposite of my ex we live together and we are happy. She knows a little bit about my history with my ex and understood why I wanted to leave immediately after seeing her.

Meal: pound of 90:10 beef an unknown amount of rice and pickled carrots.