u/Similar-Swordfish794

Im trying to get my sleep schedule in order. I woke up before 10:00 today and I deserve cookies! 😆

I have found the best support in an unexpected place. My best friend since we were 11 has a son who is my nephew and this kid means the world to me and my god hes been such a blessing. My seizures look like just stopping, not moving or blinking, sometimes I sway a little. Hes figured out how to help by watching his mom. I come to with him holding my hand or if im sitting down hes petting my cheeks going "it's okay aunt. Its okay" and I just want to weep for the understanding this child has. I was so worried about scaring him or being pushed away. His mom will usually notice right when my seizure starts abd she'll hook her arm in mine in case I lost my balance. And it's never a big deal when I come back. Her son grins and tells me hi and gives me a big hug when im scared. His mom says "welcome back" and we just carry on with her still holding me if im anxious. My abusive ex told me I was dangerous and nobody would ever understand my seizures or how to deal with me. Turns out I had the perfect people for it right back in my home town. It gives me so much hope you guys. Hang in there.

I keep having these ads for Trauma Tests pop up on Facebook and it sounds like a child shrieking STOP IT in a distressingly realistic manner. I've blocked it, and did the "i dont want to see this" option but im still seeing it from time to time. It gives me such bad anxiety!

Layin in bed with my heatin pad n paci n snapping with Dada n wishing he was here. I HATE BIG GIRL MONTH TIME😡 I am not a big lady why do I gotta do it!

Yes we get it. You like animals more than people. Its not edgy anymore, and I am not impressed. It's also a really shitty thing to comment on child abuse cases.