u/SirSephy

It has a lot of scammers, fakers, players, pickers and red flaggers and perverts. I may dare to say it has misogynist and misandrist.

I tried it. It was awful service. Maybe it was awful people. Doesn’t matter how nice person I can be and they ghosting me anyway. I almost give up on relationships and die alone. Fast forward, I made a friend at work who invited me to the birthday party. That’s how I met a wonderful woman who loves the truly me. That how thin I am. How awkward social I am. I love her for everything. Her patience. Understanding. Support. I couldn’t ask for more. I started to think about it. It just happened in the natural course of events.

Your parents met by fate or destiny or universe or whatever you called it without digital dating apps. I suggest you go out and find your right person. The internet offer you nothing but full of negative users.

Wish you best of luck.

Thats all I can say.
I apologies for my English (I using BSL anyway).

I’m almost 40 years old. I’m still live with my parents, I don’t have a problem with that. I have a job and saving up for my future property.

I feel depressing every time when my parents were away for holiday (vacation). I’m alone in the house for 4 days and already thought about fast methods to leave the world. I don’t take a shower, eating, go out for fresh air.

I feel better when they are here. So I’m afraid of the future because my parents won’t be here anymore. I’ll be all alone. All the time. I’m not sure I can cope it. I’m social awkward, introvert and asexual. Video Games make me forget about my depression but sometime I don’t feel like to play it.

I wonder how do I keep fight myself to keep live instead of leave the world before natural death. I hate those feelings. Seriously, I’m once jealous of my friend who ended his life a few years ago.

I don’t know why I wrote it here. I don’t try to earn something from here but health advices.

PS
Sorry about my English. I using BSL (British sign language)

I apologies for my poor English just in case.

We were born and raised in Essex. My parents decided to move out to live in Cornwall to close one of relatives. They visited there and madly love with this county. They offered me the annexe (you could say granny annexe). I rejected it at first but seriously reconsider about it after unhappy with my job lately and still not ready to get a property of my own in Essex. It is a biggest decision in my life, if I accept their offer, I'll need to get a job as a minute as my feet is in Cornwall. I am currently street cleaner for local council. My father has been contacted Cornwall Council on my behalf and they doesn't offer the transferring role but suggest to go visit their website and look for a similar job. I might want to get different job instead. I consider DPD career but I bet the Cornwall knowledge is require.

I have a Learning Difficulty. I am profoundly Deaf who using sign language. I know I shouldn't overshare but I have a concern about Access to Work and BSL interpreters in Cornwall. what simply job for deaf people like me?

I can't say where exactly as the parents are hunting.