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So Little context my Main Doctor had to leave for pregnancy leave, which is completely fine I get it. I got a replacement Doc which only worked on Fridays which is the worst day for me so I had to cancel most appointments. The thing is also I didn’t open up to her that much I cannot do that with everyone so she only asked me how I was and prescribed me my pills which I’m fine with I know I’ll get my main doc back. Come to finde out She didn’t want me anymore? It was my last time with the replacement doc and I had to make a new appointment and the lady at the desk asked me if I wanted to stay with the replacemen? I was like no? and she told me my main doc asked since I was with the replacement for a while now and I got to know her better? But no what I cancelled most of the appointments? I dont know what to think but I know I’ll never be able to open up the same way I did. It genuinely hurt me so much like why does she want to leave me? I’m I that horrible and complicated? I also know I’m probably overreacting or something but yea.

So I saw that this person is selling The neighbourhood merch on Tik tok so I Messaged her and she replied. She send me what she has and I agreed to it and we exchanged numbers problem is her name on Tik tok on WhatsApp and her email are all diffrent. Somehow she doesn’t do pay pal and won’t do Etsy or eBay? And she somehow has everything and wants to sell it for the original price not up charge? But the pictures she send me of the items looked legit and like it was made form her bedroom. BUT it all just seems to good to be true and she said the shipping will only need 2-3days from the us to Switzerland is that possible and only for 20bucks and when I asked her from where any why she has so much merch she said “I Bought them much thinking I could get it for myself and my little sister but the softcore tee and hoodie are too big 🙁for a 12 year old girl who couldn’t go to the show due to age restrictions but I got her the cap and lighter”

So I just went to their concert and I didn’t buy the softcore tee and I’m so mad at myself I’m still day dreaming about it and would like to know if theres any way to buy it besides the concert? (And one of the lighters they didn’t sell it in Zürich?)