People who do not deserve you do not hold jurisdiction.
Wake up and get over it.
OR
prove to yourself that yku can get them back. Can I?
Absolutely. I made him so comfortable. Never had to do anything that was important.
I hope you get your peace with this, I truly do.
If it is pretty faces and perfect bodies you seek....I wish you all the luck, you deserve it.
Best to you.
I am moving in with life.
Some seriously intense pressure to go through today. I am not angry.
Thanks for the ghost, tho. Very human of you.
I hope that she comes back to you. I really believe that is what you want.
I wish the best and I hope you take care of yourself. I do care about you.
I don't need anything from you.
Best wishes and take care. Please do not test me anymore? You have obviously been a weakness for me and I need it to end.
Just take care of you.
Please eat. Please sleep. Please take care of yourself. That means more to me than anything else.
Please.
I dont keep a distance because I want to. I do it because I must. There is a primal need to get closer.
Do I ever just stop by and chat? I dont and this is why. I was hoping we coukd make that easier.
I respect you. So much. I adore you, I love you.
Coming by to chat is a pretty clear sign, in addition to my notebook that I had written SIGN on and gaved to you.
People around have my number.
You dont even need them for that tho.
Im sorry I cant do things right for you.
I want to.
Or maybe, you don't want me. I will never come closer with an audience in early days. Not even with a friend nearby.
What is between us would be Intimate and highly charged. I am certain.
If I am. It who you had hoped, its ok. Just tell me.
I will still revere you as the human I know you are. I never had you to begin with. Please communicate to me what I did wrong or what you need or tell me, it is not me.
I only pay games that keep score. I do not enjoy games that wreck minds.
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I try and I freeze. I try and i freeze again. Not you-no overthinking.
All me. (Neuro) Ill make it there.
It has been a confusing couple of days.
Are you around town?
I want to stop by.
If you want it. You got to give me something concrete. Im not putting it all put there, without. I emotionally cannot stand the letdown. Why cant you? Im asking for one tiny thing. Be creative. 🖤
I tried to make it to you 3 times. Each time someone or multiple got in between us. The third one was you.
I dont know if games are being played. Im exhausted after today. Crying in a parking lot.
I am insanely private about my personal life. Surface details I will give. Most everything else out there is speculation and theory.
I dont know what to do. How to navigate this and reddit is too confusing. People steal content and people scream at other people and i wonder are you mad?
I do not like to see you sad. It kills me. I have said it aloud (without personal detail or other feelings) to bestie. I cant stand it when I see you that way.
I dont want to make it worse.
I care so much. 🖤🖤
I didnt know you thought this was my mate this while time.
Missing You.
Crazy to me. It is electrical. Super charged.
I would make sure you slept well.
You were appreciated.
This is just for you. I don't really share.
I am very intentional.
If this is really you, I dont think I can put myself out there (quiet sign) i am hurting.
What happened a couple of weeks ago, it made me very hesitant.
I dont like drama. Please keep in mind that I know it was not your doing.
It made me question my own discernment. My character and my reason....like did they think
I expected a grand gesture or hey! Rules change be ause you feel something.... but instead (in my mind) I was really leaning into a slow burn which I was/am fine with (those words straight out of your writing and existed already in my mind).
But if this is you. YOU? Writing all of these beautiful, sexy things. You are firing it up, again- (in my mind) ❤️🔥.
Fridays are and have been torture for months. Friday mornings are good.... evenings are BRUTAL.
I know what I would like to be doing over the weekend.
And in my mind it isn't a possibility....is this really you?
I need something. I cannot put myself out there unless I receive it.
If it is you, I care, live for and love yoi so much. It was nit a choice but it would be.💔