Hi is there a way to make the text more radial in terms of placement. I manage to create a radial path for each letter, however, the letters seems vertical rather that radial. I already turn off the "Always Vertical Parameter" in family category..
What should i do?
I stopped going on church and praying to God, instead i believe more on manifestation and the Universe. I dont know how i should put it. It was christianity lead me to think we are born to suffer and should endure sufferings. Now, even a useless suffering and unecessary hardship lead me having a low self esteem or even depression.
Two, this religion keep me relying on solely on Him and not moving at all and i keep believing that there is a reason for my suffering when in the end it should be a lesson not a fate design. I focused on praying a lot that i didnt move. I wonder tuloy dati, when i prayed na i was happy He existed kasi need sya ng tao. Ngayon im thinking if gawa ba sya ng tao, since mahirap ang buhay and need nila ng something to delude themselve na something will got their back. Afterall, we are a society of convenient. So ig its possible.
Three, i keep taking things for granted because i was a solid believer since young, i think i am special for that. I felt i am as a kid pero growing showed me na no, we are all human and is the same but also unique at the same time. May thoughts rin na lagi akong pinagbibigyan kasi nung bata ako parang everything work out well but hello bata ako nun. D na ko pagbibigyan ng mundo ngayon, no second opportunity, and no restart button. I keep wasted on such thing kasi merong "heaven", may eternal life, even tho not yet proven.
Four, my father, a devoted one, acts hypocrite sometimes, acting as someone who knows everything, yung palaging tama.Kahit madalas walang sense sinasabi haha. Even nung bata ako, nagsasabi sya ng "ang bakla ay gawa ng demonyo" so that made me questioning my religion at such a young age pero not totally cut ties pa.
But balik dun sa title, i think those who are mayayayaman or may kaya is maka Diyos. Cause they didnt experience hardship, a real one. Those who are someone na maliliit lang problema.
Idk ask me something, i just think religion is for the rich.
Problem/Goal: Mag improve sa life. However, theres some aspect na iniisip ko if is it for me or is it for my ex's approval (kahit d naman hoping bumalik)
Context: Me and my ex broke up seven months ago. And Grabe yung guilt ko. He is the right person tlga when i think about it. But i wasnt able to change. I am the type na person na inaantay nalang mamatay (he has a term for that i forgot), im not passionate nor walang hobby, suko lang tlga sa life. My excuse is hindi ako healed sa past trauma ko for not doing the best i could para magbago para sa relationship namin and for me. Its funny pa kasi i used to pray na "wala ba kong mahahanap na someone, before ko iimprove sarili ko ng sobra sobra" ... I got it pero, im still here, even felt worse than ever.
Ngayon, may times na i felt like not moving at all. Pero may times rin i learned to move kahit masakit. And if may times na tinatry ko mag improve lagi ko siyang naiisip.
To be specific, theres this hobby na gusto king matutunan because of him. Its actually art related. Ngayon, im still thinking if i should continue on it. May times kasi na napapaisip ako na ipagpapatuloy ko ba sha dahil igusto ko or para ipamukha sakanya. Kasi ngayon, d ko pa rin alam kung gustong gusto ko yung arts. Pero he said din kasi na art can be a theraphy, and it did naman. Pero mostly frustrated ako kapag it didnt turn out the way i expected. May times rin kasi na naiisip ko kung makikita nya yung piece, it just prove to him na tamang iniwan ako. Ik OA pero idk. And its not like jan lang, when i fail at something ganun naiisip ko. And if i got improved at something, like tried speaking up, talking to a strangers, etc, naiisip ko sha and mostly napapaniginipan ko (i believe because of my subconscious, thinking na baka i deserve him kasi i improved). It clearly tells na most of it is for my ex eh NOT FOR ME. Thats why, hirap rin ako magmove on ngayon. I even tried to contact him pa nga but got ignored lang (expected). Everything parang revolves to him na dapat it is for me..
I lack self love and it shows. But tbh, its not wrong naman mag improve. It just that i have no distinction if para saken ba yun or para sa ex ko. Kasi kung para sakanya maling mali na talaga (or hindi naman ba?) I felt rin na tinatakasan ko sarili ko if hindi naman ako nag improve sa mga yun..
Tell me what you think.. Thank you
problem/goal: I want to meet new people na align sa hobby na gusto kong ibuild palang
context: Hi i just want to ask if theres an existing club or org na related sa music. Like a band sana pero yk for beginners and gusto matuto. Definetely NOT workshop kasi walang money. Katulad sana sa choir na ang kapalit sa membership is service every sunday, yung mga ganun.
I want to learn more kasi sa music production as a hobby and looking for people. I live in bacoor / imus btw. I hope theres nearby org na alam nyo it would help a lot
previous attempts: i tried looking pero more on audition yung iba eh.. should i learn muna ba before looking for an org
Problem/Goal: As stated sa title, I don't like my friends. I want to meet new inspiring people.
Context:
Hello im already 24 and narealize ko lang malaki tlga impact ng environment mo sayo. I don't like my friends lalo na yung friend mong puro gala and happy happy lang sa buhay. I forgot na mayaman sila and d ko afford makipagsabayan sa kanila. Gusto ko yung friends kagaya nung ex ko, non toxic, they inspire each other, puro pangarap. Yun yung narealize kong wala ako. And i fucking hate it kapag cinocomfort ako ng friends ko kasi d ko gusto yun, gusto kong ipush. Wala silang grit and ayaw ko ng ganitong friends as my main circle. And what i hate is d naman sila nakikinig pagnagsasalita ako, i felt like wala kasi akong maipakita kaya d sila nakikinig. I remember what my highschool friend said noon, namimili daw siya ng kaibigan. And when looking sa social nya, layo na ng narating nya. Not because of her friends pero syempre they are part of it. Credits parin dun sa friend kong nangangarap at kumikilos. I also have bestie na grad sa UP, madami sila sa groupo. And nabanggit nya saken dati na naprepressure sya sa mga tropa nya kasi nagwowork na agad (sya kakagrad nya lang noon, last yr ata to) then after ilang months nakakuha sya ng work. Gets nyo ba yung pressure na hindi toxic. Yung competition sa friends pero nagtutulungan sila. Gusto ko nang ganun.
I want to have new friends yung iba yung vision sa life. Marami rin akong pangarap, nawala lang. Gusto ko makahanap ng friends na ganun. San ba ko makakahanap. How do i look up for that kind of friends..Also, nakakulong lang ako sa haus kaya hirap makipagsocialize.. Im interested mag meet ng strangers pero ayoko mainterpret as interested sa "dating".. HINDI NA NGA KO BINIYAYAAN SA JOWA, PATI PA SA KAIBIGAN T_T charot
Thank you.
Previous attempts: Tinry ko magconnect sa old friends ko nung highschool sad to say lang na parang they are not interested.
Just a thought, pero we really do love to make things up especially sa relationship. Just like yung nakita kong post sa fb. I get we have crushes and sort of stuffs but fantasizing over a character MIGHT be a root we tend to "idealize" or make an "image" to our own relationship. And i am one of those. An example might be fantasizing over an anime character na never naman about sa romance yung anime, yet I fall into the idea of what would our date look like and how he calls my name. Yung tipo marami kang husbando / waifuu. This is way back on high school.. Wala lang nadala ko pala sya sa past relationship ko and also part of me gumawa na ng "image" about sa sarili ko thats why the relationship didn't work out. And I feel like yung mga girls na tulad ko na mahilig sa mga romance shit nung bata is likely ganito din. I dont mean to lower your standard girls, just that baka d nyo na makita sino talaga partner nyo. Wala lang random thoughts lang wahaha
Sometimes okay lang pala magisa para magmuni muni wahahaha
