took a gap and regretting it already
i decided to take a gap because wasn’t really sure about which course to take so didnt want to blidly choose something i will regret parents was ok with it decided to build some skills as i didnt have much to do so joined a digital marketing course (6 months) took it online cause parents said not to do it offline and well i feel stuck till now it was ok wasnt hearing anything about any of my friends going to college and shi but now that that is near im getting HUGE HUGE HUGE FOMO and its fucking eating at me im happy for them but i cant seem to want to talk to any of my friends anymore hearing them talk bout their colleges and events and shit is like exhausting while i js sit at home do nothing isnt allowed to go anywhere unless its with my parents i just feel like because of my indecisiveness i just made my own personal hell atp i shouldve just took any course in any random college that wouldve been better than this im so tired from literally bawling out my eyes thinking about what i did but needed to get it out cause honestly now even my friends are busy getting ready for college surviving there and even when we call i dont think they have the time to hear to my sob story that they all warned me about well yea