i feel like i don't deserve God's forgiveness.
i got away from God a long time ago. there are a lot of reasons to that but i am not going to embarrass myself :/
but i started reading prayers. this morning i read Lamentations 3:22: It is of the LORD's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not.
but now i feel this guilt i wasn't expecting. like i don't deserve to be here. i don't know if He's listening to someone like me. i don't know if i'm allowed to just show up after all this time.