u/SpectateMe19

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I wanna vent.

Recently I noticed how hypersensitive I became to others. Words, opinions, emotions — everything is projected in my mind. I can read body language pretty good, but that doesn't seem to help me more than hurt me. If I even slightest shift of tone, my mind goes "what's wrong?", "why does the person feel that way?", "where is that tension coming from?". And to all those questions I can have an actual answer, it's not like there is that many of them.

The hardest thing is others' judgement. Everyone seems to have something to express, some energy to extract from themselves to ruin my mood. I posted a slightly wrong statement post —> I am never recovering from judgement of nerds correcting me all the times; I posted something with even a sliver of controversy —> tons of opinionated people are already piling up a comment thread on criticising me for having an opinion. And the worst part is that the comments themselves are not even that aggressive, especially the ones that correct me, it's just how unhealthy my reaction to them is.

There are also positive sides of my hypersensitivity. For example I can basically read people's exact mood just by looking at them, I can provide good mental support (to some extent, I am no psychologist). But mostly it comes to bite me with thinking every single person on this planet feels some sort of tension, that may or may not be pointed towards me.

This trait of mine is basically killing me everyday. Everything I say in public, everything I post online I do lighthearted but come back with some serious answers or people being offended and/or offending me. I am tired. This probably won't go further than light selfharm, but I truly hope I can resolve that problem before I come to radical methods of stress relief.

I also feel like this trait is not only emotional. While stressed I can be scared from a little floorboard creak. I am very sensitive to sensitive to all sensory income, especially sound. I feel like my whole nervous system is just screaming "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AAAAAH" while I just am a little saddened or a little scared.

I am not asking for help, but will appreciate if you do

The art is NOT mine, I found it somewhere on pinterest and thought it looked like ENTJ avatar

Hello, teen ENFJ here. I would like to ask you all about relationships with Fi doms.

I have multiple Fi doms in my life. My roommate(23F INFP), my cousin (14F ISFP), my mom (38F Fi-Si INFP) and so on. I seem to have draw inspiration from them, seem to understand them quite accurate and deep. I like being talking to them: Fi doms sometimes can be so interesting to listen when it comes to opinions, feelings and their interpretations.

How about you all? How many Fi doms you have in your life and do you enjoy interacting with them? I am all ears

Well... I try to love people. Really try. I make small acts of charity for people, try to be a good friend, try to help people physically and mentally. I act only when someone needs it, so no forced acts of help. But not even a "thank you" flies back to me. Either they ask why am I so stupid to be helping or why am I so irrational with expecting thankfulness in return.

And people fight every time. I know I am not being included in fights, but my heart sinks when I hear people shouting at each other, when they hurt each other. I can't help it: either I am being pushed away or just involved, but I never can help them.

I just want peace in my environment. I want to love, to help, to care about someone without being immediately pushed away in return. I want harmony in my place instead of fights and tensed neutrality.

I feel so helpless... I still hope I Will be able to achieve my goals one day, but this hope is so small and fragile it might disappear anyday.

I cant stand it. The mixture of failure frustration, general hatred to the situation and feeling of helplessness is killing me.

Please, comment something nice, something cheerful that you had today. I don't wanna lose hope in this world

How the actual hell? Like tests type me as INFJ with Ni=Ti<Fe... Like bro I am so incredibly confused right now.

Type me pls I am stuck

Self description: I am an empathetic person. Not necessarily kind to everyone (even though I try so hard), but I can feel others' feelings and understand others' thoughts. I like questionnaires (both filling them and making them). I like to observe people in groups or individually, analyse their behaviour and cognitive process.

I am a good friend, with my main positive traits being willing to help anytime and being tolerant to the darkest negative traits (except from direct violence but even this is debatable). No matter how hard a person will annoy me, I will try to be patient and tolerant to others.

I mostly rely on my understanding of the situation. I perceive data directly and form my own conclusion by finding, connecting and organising patterns in the occurrences. I analyse the data and find similarities and patterns by comparing the data to itself.

Other info: so/sp; 9w1- 5w4 - 2w1