u/Spiritual-Visual3460

For the past few months I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed and I started to cry so easily (before this I used to not be able to cry at all or worry about anything).For example ,I pull the drawer of my new kitchen cabinet a little too hard and I remember that I no longer have the old cabinet that I needed to pull the drawer of harder for it to open .Then I remember that my cat is no longer alive and also my dog and that I pushed everyone away and I feel alone all the time but after all Its all my fault.I know that I should tell them but like the thought of them feeling like they need to walk on eggshells when talking to me is unbearable

I recently broke up with my bestfriend in january(if you can call that recent,It feels like 2 weeks ago)and my friends showed me a repost of hers that kinda led to the fact that she has a crush on me.I dont know how can someone hurt you carelessly then claim to be inlove with you,it just makes no sense.

How do I tell if Im more of a introvert or extrovert?I know there’s ambivert,but I feel like Im most likely an introvert.I like to spend time with people ,however, I get sick of people shortly after and want to spend time alone after a while .I broke up with my ex-bsf in february and I’ve been feeling lonely ever since (even after I spend time with someone) so I cant really tell rn .

I dont know if anyone else has experienced this but after watching 9 animes I think I might have discovered the problem.When Im watching something I CONSTANTLY check wheter I enjoy it or not.Like is this interesting enough?,am I paying enough attention?I just dont let myself enjoy what Im watching.How do I stop thinking about this?

I dont know if this is valid but I tried about 9:demon slayer,jjk,aot,mha,apothecary diaries,death note,tokyo ghoul,bleach and none of them build curiosity at the end of the episode like they didnt make me want to keep watching like “I need to know what happends NOW” with aot coming as slightly better than the others because It did have moments where I was fully engaged but none of It was enough to make me binge watch .So I think I should stop trying and maybe come back in a few years It will feel different.

I tried demon slayer,bleach,death note,jjk,tokyo ghoul,aot but none of them make me want to continue past episode 3/4 or I just get tired