u/Staghorn_sumac

…I’ve lived in various places to expand my worldview, have solo traveled a bit, farmed, worked as a writing tutor, am very artistically motivated, read books and consume media to understand others’ experiences, and generally feel like I’m meant for something big and exciting and creatively transformative in life (even if it’s taking me a long time to get there…). Not trying to boast or anything, just trying to show that my 35 years have been, to me, far more interesting than my dad’s 65 and yet my chart is so boring compared to his? or like i try to say yes to life and he’s happy to sorta say no to things and stay small?

I’ve also always thought that inner planet/outer planet aspects made someone more interesting, and have always been envious of those in peoples’ charts, but yeah…maybe astrology is fake 😅 idk

I don’t know this persons exact birth time but I do know their rising, so this is pretty close to accurate, but anyways just thinking about some connections I’ve had in my life…

I am the gemini, she is the aries. We’ve been roommates/friends for the past six years and I’ve always felt like I want to give her more of my time and energy than she gives me…like I suspect that I mentally and emotionally prioritize her far more than she prioritizes me and I’m starting to hate myself for it. Is this indicated in our synastry? I also included our separate birth charts…

We’ve been friends and lived together for almost 6 years, but things are so rocky and weird now (due in part to my own mental health stuff the past couple years, I’ll admit). Our friendship is definitely on its way out and it makes me (Gemini sun) very sad because I thought I’d found a lifelong friend but, alas, people come and go…and this one is going 😢 am i feeling it more than she is?

We’ve lived together for 5+ years, just the two of us, but because of my own unhealed bullshit things are so rough now and I’m just so fucking sad about it but I know people come and go in life. I think I’m probably more upset about it but idk…do you think I’m feeling it more?

hate being an ugly little socially awkward freak 😞

still trying to get a bachelors (only interests are the arts, of course, so sorta fucked there)

don’t have the self-esteem to trying dating and feel like i need to give up on the idea of love since I want someone extraordinary but I myself am unattractive and poor (yes, i am truly unattractive—people
have been insulting my appearance from youth into adulthood and it’s very hurtful, i come from a very unsettling looking family)

wondering what the frackin point is and if I’ll ever have an effing breakthrough in life…

haven’t known them long but feel wildly attracted to and comfortable around this person…what do we
think?

My two younger brothers and i all grew up going to church every sunday, CCD, parochial/catholic schools, communion, confirmation, all of it…we’re all adults now and none of us are religious. and personally, at no point as a young person did religion ever resonate with me. i was never ever into it.

you can’t force your kids to be religious/christian and hopefully she understands that when one of them inevitably decides for themselves one day.

sorry, i just have a bone to pick with this stuff