u/StationTight2101

So I (28M) met this girl on tinder(28F), we both had in our profiles "long term relationship" but when we meet up she tells me she can't handle anything serious right now. I just said okay and dropped it. She then proceeds to drink 4 shooters of alcohol and wash it down with wine coolers. Then trauma dumps about her abusive exes. I love talking to people so I just sat and listened and did what I could to comfort her. We had a really good night but I noticed she pretended to hit me a lot and would say blatantly mean things and then get mildly upset that I didnt realize she was joking (I have ADHD and Autism). To be honest she kind've scared me because I physically and verbally abused by my mother as a kid. I texted her and was on the fence about continuing anything because I wanted something serious but eventually I caved and just said okay we can do whatever you want. So she told me to come over, so I did. But I was especially nervous because I didnt know how I was supposed to act. She was drinking again and noticed my tic, I rotate my pinky in a circle so the skin in between my fingers folds (idk man it just helps me.) She told me "Stop doing that you autistic fuck." And sat next to me. Well I kept doing it because autism doesnt have an off switch, and she slapped my hand and told me to quit and I started doing it again without realizing and she glared at me and told me I was just trying to piss her off. She also frequently called me "sl**" which I assumed she was just joking, but she told me to cuddle her and I playfully told her no and she said "either cuddle me or get the fuck out and go fuck someone else" so I just kinda sighed and cuddled her and she said "That's what I thought, sl**." So it made me question if her rude comments were really just playful or borderline abusive?

The only reason I didnt run far far away is because she's the first person to accept me for who I am since my divorce and she was honestly so sweet when she wanted to be, she literally sat and brushed my hair for like an hour, then massaged my head, neck, shoulders, and back. I've personally never experienced anything like that, not even in my marriage. She's also a middle school teacher so I want to give her the benefit of doubt that maybe she's not actually mean as she comes off? Idk man.

What should I do?

I feel like my loads are relatively decent already, but, everytime I climax stuff comes out. The issue is i've tried to "clean myself out" before and I came 15 times in about an hour and was still producing every time.

I'd like to be able to just blow everything at once so i'm asking; if I take stuff to increase load volume will this help me get more out at once? Or will I just produce even more?

How many times can you dudes ejaculate in a single session? From what i've read it seems 1-3 times is typical. So it lead me to run an experiment on myself. I wanted to see how many times I could climax before ejaculate stopped coming out. And here's what I got.

Age: 28, biological male.

Results: I came 15 times in a span of an hour with the longest break in between being about 6 minutes. The ejaculate reduced significantly after about the 3rd time but after that each time produced at least one good "stream." After 15 times I was so exhausted I had to stop.

This leads me to my main question. Is this normal? And if not do I need to seek medical attention?

And, yes, I literally have Autism.

This will likely be a long one so bear with me.

So I was married to a girl (now divorced, largely because of this incident) and both her parents were pastors, meet in bible college and have been together since. So my at the time wife was pregnant, we'd been going through some issues, i was having issues holding a job, largely because I have ADHD and autism but was being heavily medicated for Bipolar 1 disorder so it was just a mess. For about a week the A/C in our apartment quit and it got up to 90% humidity in our apartment and a few weeks later I found mold on some of our items in the closet with the A/C unit. Mind you this closet was always more humid. My wife proceeded to lose her mind over it. I tried to calm her, told her it was just because it so humid and everything got moist and molded. I cleaned all the mold off of everything and made sure to clean the whole closet well. But she was adamant that she was breathing in this mold and it would hurt the baby. I didnt think that was the case since it was just on a few items and wasnt any kind of dangerous mold. But to humor her I had the landlord come out on 2 separate occasions to check everything. He brought all the gadgets to test for mold and moisture and he couldn't find anything of concern. But my wife was still adamant that it was unsafe and that I wasnt making a big enough deal about it so she got mad and left to her parents (they lived a block away, maybe 3 minutes drive.) And at that time I had a union flooring job but we were slow so no one was working, so I had a few days off. So I just stayed at home and kept checking on her and telling her there was nothing wrong. Well, after 3 days I walk out the front door to go grab some food. I ordered a pizza and wings from Papa John's down the street. I was met with her father, who again, is a preacher at a local church that I also attended. He asked what I was doing and I told him going to grab food, he said he'd ride with me, so I said okay and we went there and I got my food and headed back. From there and back he just told me that pregant woman are very emotional and unstable and I needed to be easier on his daughter. I tried explaining to him that I was being very courteous to her about everything but he didnt seem to agree. We got back to the apartment and I parked and we sat in my car and talked. He went on a big spiel about how a mans role in a marriage is to be a slave to his wife, doing whatever she wants, whenever, however. No matter how I felt. I disagreed and that caused some grunting and cussing and I told him I wasn't a slave to my wife but to god and her and I were equals. He didnt like a new believer telling him about the bible so this warranted more cussing and grumbling. He then told me when he was my age he preached and then worked 2 jobs just so he didnt have to go home to his wife because she didnt like him or respect him so he was miserable, but his point was he still did everything she wanted. I told him that was in fact not healthy and the God I know wouldnt want that for you. This turned into more arguing and eventually he just screamed "YOU KNOW WHAT, I THINK YOU'RE F**** LAZY, NOW GET THE F*** UP THERE AND CLEAN YOUR F**** APARTMENT SO MY DAUGHTER CAN COME HOME!" Me being me, did not take this so well. So I calmly said "You know what, Mike? Get the F*** out of my car, and stay the F*** out of my marriage." And I grabbed my food and exited the car. He then also got out, slammed my door and started SCREAMING, walked around my car and yelled "You mother f**er you wont talk to me like that!" And as I stepped up on the curb he shoved me off of it, mind you both my hands were full with my pizza and wings. So they went flying to the ground as I caught myself, I turned and looked for a moment at my expensive food laying on the ground and turned back to look at him and he was already on top of me, screaming and yelling. What happened next was like a movie, i'd never been in a fight before this so I didnt know what to do. I just remember staring at him, I stopped hearing any words coming out of his mouth, it was just his ugly face silently screaming at me. Then he got even closer and grabbed my arms, which I later noticed I had a bruise from him grabbing me. I didnt know what to do. I was angry, hurt, and scared. So I hit fight or flight and punched him 3 times in the face. Just enough for him to back up and cover himself. As soon as he did that I stopped and backed up. He looked at me and said in a shocked voice "You just punched me" and I said "Yeah I did, because you f**ing attacked me" he then proceeded to say "YOU DON'T F*** WITH ME, I'LL F****ING END YOU" and put his hands up to hit me, so I grabbed his arms and told him he going to stop right now. He tried to break free but couldnt. After a few seconds it was like a switch flipped. He stopped, backed up and started apologizing profusely, and said he had some things he needed to work on. I just told him to leave. I then went over and grabbed all my food off the concrete and he quickly started saying "well, let, let me pay for your food! I'm so sorry!" I again told him to just leave and started to walk away. He yelled at me to stop, so i did. He just started apologizing saying he never should've said or did anything he did, I agreed and once more said "get. The. F***. Out of here." Finally he left. And about 5 minutes later I got a text from my wife telling me to leave immediately and that she was calling the cops. I went back inside. Calmed down. Cried a little, and packed my things and left. She continued texting me telling me how disgusted she was with me that i'd punch a 59 year old man for " just trying to talk" to me. Then she said "after you did that he still offered to pay for your food." I explained to her, in as much detail as I have here, what had happened but she didnt believe me. A few weeks go by and things went back to normal. But still every once in a while in an argument she'd bring up how she still couldn't believe what I did to her dad. I think she hated that I refused to accept that I was the bad guy. But it never got any better and still, over a year later, after we've divorced, she still holds it over my head.

So my point of this whole story is just to ask. Was i really the bad guy? I felt like i was defending myself but to be honest I have cried and prayed a lot because of how demonized I was made out to be over the situation. She says her and her family "have forgiven" me for it. But I just don't think i'm the one that needs forgiveness. But am I wrong? Should I accept that I was the bad guy? Or are they just manipulating me to feel bad so they can cover for pastor Mike? I really don't know anymore and this has been eating at me ever since it happened.

I'm trying to use cheat engine to create a mod for the Metro series, starting with 2033 and last light redux. I just want to change the max ammo cap from 180 in ranger hardcore to be infinite so I can always pick up ammo I come across (I dont want to just add infinite ammo as that turns the game into a snooze fest). I've tried several cheat tables but non work for me, all giving me errors on activation of the scripts. I have no prior experience coding or using chest engine so this is all very new and challenging for me. Any and all help is very much appreciated!

Cheat engine is 7.7 and the game version is current.

I am loving this game but I have a couple recommendations.

So after hitting level 40 I've realized that getting the TAMs to level up my weapon damage are crucial but in my opinion its too difficult to obtain them.

Here are my personal recommendations, but remember, i'm just a dude on the internet; anyway.

1- make the TAMs we can purchase from the clan trader cheaper or make clan credits more readily farmable. At this rate it'll be 2-3 weeks before I get 150k just for 1 TAM. Remember it takes 11 just to max out one single weapon.

2- make the TAMs dismantle for more encrypted data. I really feel like 450 for one weapon TAM isn't bad. That means you have to get rid of 2 you don't need to obtain 1 you want(since the encrypted store let's you CHOOSE which TAM you get.) Really the armor should be looked at too. I get 180 data for one backpack TAM and it costs 1200 data for one gear TAM.

3- Make the standard caches drop more encrypted data. as it sits 1 standard cache is just under $1 USD and the likelihood of getting the tier that gives you 5 data is 92%... thats 180 caches or close to $180 usd just for enough data for 1 single TAM and again, you need 11 for one weapon. Also thats assuming all caches hit the encrypted data, which they won't. The most you CAN get is 50 and those have a 0.42-0.5% chance to drop. That is just so much money for not a very good chance.

And again i'm just a dude on the internet. I may have missed something so maybe its easier to get them than I realize, if i did feel free to correct me. To round this all off I just want to say i love this game and i'm excited for whats to come!

P.s. Take a shot for every time I said TAM.