u/StonedPand4

Don't have access to online at the moment, and there's nothing I can find on YouTube.

Anyone got a good 2JZ tune? Preferably 100adh or higher?

Why the fuck is NO ONE talking about this???

Hi all, 28M here, I live in a small rural town in Southern Oregon, I've lived here my entire life, and I'm at the point where I feel like I've ran my course and this place is only going to keep me in the rut I'm in. I always heard the saying in school growing up: "You either escape this place, or you'll die here." I really want to escape, to live, to expand my knowledge of the world, to figure out where my true home is.

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The issues? I'm broke, as most of us are. I'm making do, and trying to up my career and find new work, but that also makes me question stuff. I could sell everything I own and move, but I'd be leaving my mom behind who's on disability, and in a bad living situation as is. I'm trying to find a way to get her out too, and get us both a new life and a new chapter.

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I've had a life plan in place for awhile, and was going to move to Arizona to be with someone who I've known most of my life, and start a new chapter doing what I always dreamed. Well, life doesn't always work out how we dream it will. Now I'm stuck trying to figure out who I am, and where I'm going.

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I know there's more to life than a small racist town, with very limited options, careers, adventure, thrill. I know there's more to me, and to this world, than doing the same 40 miles on repeat, every day, every week. I'm pushing myself to do more, to see more, to say yes more. I've held myself back these past few years, and now it's biting me in the ass.

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Are there organizations I can talk to? Groups that help with this kind of life change? My mom and I were discussing town changes, the topic of moving out of state came up and we initially landed on looking into Nevada as an option. I don't know where to start, or how to go about this that doesn't overwhelm me to insanity. I don't know where to start, and I've even been procrastinating over this post for a week.

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I currently do mill work, have for five years, I drive forklift, do maintenance, operating various machines. Did McDonald's before that for two years, and various random side stuff over the years like automotive work. I'm pretty much a jack of all trades if you give me a task to do. I wasn't put here to work, but I put 110% into what I do at all times.

It's absolutely mind boggling to me that we went from dynamic judging that actually seemed to reflect individual runs~

To now the five time defending champion, can't even score higher than an 80? Hell, even that absolutely drenched run was a GOOD run.

Yay, qualifying is back! Annnnd we still have people skipping their runs to "save their stuff" and everyone scoring within 5 points of each other.

Ryan Sage, take a razor scooter to the shins please.