u/Strong-Implement4689

Hola everyone, not your usual TUESDAY conversation starter. Bear with me.

I don’t do casual. I always need some sort of emotional connection before hooking up with anyone, serious or not ,always have. (I know, I know…. BORINGGGG.)

But I’d been drowning in stress, and I hit that mood where you think you know what, this weekend I’m going to not care about anything and be someone I’m absolutely not. So at a party I see this guy I’d never spoken to but vaguely knew through a mutual friend, and I think: what’s the worst that can happen? Hook up, forget the stress, forget about him, move on.

The vibes were good. We talked, it was nice, we hooked up after the party, and then hooked up again a few days later (I initiated both times… sikeee 🤣).
And now, surprise to absolutely no one but me, I’m catching feelings. (Ughhh, I hate limerence.)

It’s not mutual. He still replies, but it’s the polite kind, and we all know the difference between someone texting because they want to and someone just being nice.
Then, because I was clearly on a roll, I got drunk while texting him and said another guy’s name. He probably didn’t even notice, because he doesn’t care that much (I also acted like I didn’t just do that and didn’t feel the need to apologise ,it’s not that deep, plus he didn’t ask about it, so…).
Anyway, the vibe and the conversations have just been off, and as delusional as I am, I know when it’s time to dip. So now here I am, daydreaming about him while he could not care less about me, and I know the answer is take the L, block, go touch grass. I know.

I just need internet strangers to confirm I’m not the only one who’s pulled a stunt like this. Be gentle.

Send help.

P.S. I’ve blocked him and started my moving-on journey. Just needed an avenue to share my FOR THE PLOT FAILURE. Gotta lock in now, if I can’t get my delulu love, I gotta make some moneyyyy. 💅

GIFTT

I NEED TO TOUCH GRASS