u/Sudden-Wonder1344

idk if its endo related but i only ever have constipation or diarrhea and i dont wanna leave the house anymore bc of it😭. basically ill be constipated for a couple days, and then the only way i poop is through going like 7 times in one day and then its back to constipation. ive tried everything, adding more fiber, meta mucil but it doesnt work. if i dont poop i dont wanna leave the house bc the diarrhea could happen at any time.

anybody else have a toddler foot. i wear a size 2/3 and buy from the preschool section. sometimes its ok bc its cheaper, but ive never found a heel or boot that fits me bc they dont make them for toddlers. and people say my size is equivalent to a womans 5 but a woman 5 is like 8.5 inches and my foot is under 8 inches. its frustrating bc ppl say try size 4 but even size 4 is too big. and im 21 yrs old i just want to wear heels😭

i heard graduation is like 2.5 hrs long and unfortunately i have horrible ibs and morning are not good for me. can i get up and use the bathroom once we are seated😭

this has honestly taken over my life and idk what to do abt it. basically whenever im in a situation where there is no immediate bathroom i worry abt pooping myself, which in turn makes me have to go IMMEDIATELY. ive tried changing my diet, taking supplements etc but it doesnt work. its gotten to the point where i dont wanna go anywhere until ive pooped multiple times in the day but sometimes that doesnt happen bc i also have constipation. i just want my life back, i literally stay at home and do compulsions based on this like wearing extra pads, even diapers bc i genuinely have to go the second i know theres no bathroom.

i also have this with peeing. sometimes ill pee like 10 times before i leave bc as soon as i leave the house it feels like i need to pee again.

everything looks far away i feel high but i didnt take any drugs and im slightly paranoid all the colors are brighter and objects look weird