u/Sufficient_Search178

hi! im eli, im 15 years old, i like nice walks on the beach at sunset, i LOVE to read a nice romance book, i really like to right poetry as well and my favorite movie are 10 things i hate about you, flipped, bridge to terabithia, love, kennedy, clueless and say anything. i have never had a genuine convo with a girl. basically, gets to know me a little bit and likes my personality, until i show them my face. i wanna talk to a girl that likes me for me not if I'm hot or not. I've just kinda gave up hope idk i think I'm being dramatic.

i hate that girls i talk to only care about looks like i haven't had a genuine connection ever
like sure the girls i talk to always like my personality until i show my face. I'm starting to doubt that there are any genuine women out there.

any advice?

y'all apparently, I have to take down all my poems from reddit

because the girl I wrote them about has a new boyfriend and

"He doesn't like them." no idea who I'm going to write them about

btw ive been in love with this girl for years. man, it's going to take me a while

to get over her.

I hate that I don't hate you, not really, you put me down, cheated on me and i took it.

the sad part is I don't hate you because that's the kind of guy I am I forgive and forget,

which I am trying to work on, anyway the point of this letter is, you really broke my heart

and hurt me mentally, but even after all that I still wish you a happy life.

-Blaise

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Piper,

I don’t even know where to start because every time I think about you my mind kind of melts. You are honestly the most gorgeous girl I’ve ever seen. Your beautiful blue eyes completely stop me in my tracks, and your blonde hair somehow makes you look like actual sunshine. And the fact that you’re this adorable little 5-foot-tall angel just makes you even more unforgettable.

But it’s not just how pretty you are. There’s something about you that makes everything feel lighter and happier whenever you’re around. I catch myself thinking about you way more than I probably should, replaying conversations, smiling at random because of something you said, wondering what you’re doing. You’ve become the person I look forward to the most.

I really like you, Piper. Like, genuinely and deeply. You make my heart race in the sweetest way possible, and I honestly think anyone would be lucky to know you especially me. I just couldn’t keep it to myself anymore because you deserve to know how incredibly special you are to me.

No matter what happens, I hope you never forget how beautiful, amazing, and lovable you truly are.

I wandered through a thousand places chasing something true,
Until the whole world softened when my hand was held by you.

sorry guys just felt kind of poetic

I wandered through a thousand places chasing something true,
Until the whole world softened when my hand was held by you.

You became part of my days so quietly
I can’t remember where the loneliness ended

Before you, mornings were just light
collecting on the walls
Now I wake with something living beside me
your voice still moving through my thoughts

I love you in ordinary habits
saving the last seat near mine
remembering how I take my coffee
the small silence before sleep
when I reach for you
without opening my eyes

You have made tenderness feel practical
like something built slowly by hand
As if the heart is less a symbol
than a room that changes shape
to keep another person inside it

And if there is such a thing as forever
maybe it isn’t time at all
Maybe it’s just this
the way you look at me
without ever seeming ready to leave.

you’re barely five feet tall
but somehow you take up
so much space in my mind.

Your laugh is the kind
that makes everyone around you lighter,
and your blue eyes God
they ruin me every single time.

I could talk about your blonde hair,
or the way you smile,
but honestly
it’s your kindness that gets me most.

You make people feel important.
Safe. Seen.

And I think somewhere along the way
I became completely, hopelessly
smitten with you.

Love…
Love is like a strong coffee brewed on a chilly autumn morning.
I thought i knew what love was until i saw her, dazzling like the
Prettiest diamonds in the sky, like a repetition that still feels so comforting

Her love awakens me in the morning.

Love is her radiant blonde hair and mesmerizing blue eyes,
she has this unforgettable laugh 
and a hypnotizing smile.
God I'm smitten for her, for love.

I like… no scratch that i love the smell of her love 
Like a magnolia that just blossomed,
 I've never experienced love like the kind she showed me it's almost freeing

She makes my heart flutter

She makes me ache for her

Even when she stands beside me