Anyone else here have Vulvodynia, Pelvic Floor Dysfunction and Lichen Sclerosus?
Hi everyone, I am wondering if anyone else here has pelvic floor dysfunction and vulvodynia as well as Lichen Sclerosus?
I have been struggling with pelvic pain for years and was not taken seriously. The itching was always there for over 15 years, but it was not always bad. I was told it was just thrush. Over the years, my skin became much more sensitive. Then, 10 years ago, I developed chronic pelvic pain. It was vulval and clitoral nerve pain that felt like throbbing, aching and stabbing. I also had pain inside my vagina, with muscle aching and a locked-up feeling. GPs dismissed me. They tested for thrush and STIs, told me nothing was wrong, and treated me for anxiety.
Finally, I got taken seriously because my pain became worse. I had a biopsy last year and was diagnosed with LS. Doctors also think I have pelvic floor dysfunction and vulvodynia. My nerves are so sensitive and the pain is triggered by touch, sex, or exercise. I am being referred to a vulval specialist, a gynecologist, and a pelvic floor therapist, but the wait is long.
My biggest problem now is that the Dermovate ointment flares my vulvodynia pain, so I cannot tolerate it. I tried to push through, but the throbbing and stabbing pain in my clitoris and vulva is so bad that I can't sleep. Because my pain is triggered by touch, I cannot even touch the area to put it on.
I am so scared because my clitoris has shrunk and is now very tiny. The skin on either side seems stuck to it. I want to recover. I want to heal my nerves so I can then treat my LS, but the waiting list is so long to get treatment and I am so scared of my clitoris changing even more while I wait.
The clitoral shrinking has terrified me. I want to be able to heal and enjoy sex and pleasure properly again. I am 38 and I don't feel ready for this. This pain and these issues have taken away years of my youth. I am struggling with depression. I tried to get help for so long, but they did not listen and I feel like they failed me.
I am sorry to sound so negative. I'm just so scared. I do not know how to treat my LS and stop the clitoral shrinking when I cannot use the cream. Thank you for listening.