u/Sweet-Natural-8149

I was wondering if UTS have any Classical Piano (upright) or better that can be used by students?

Hii so im 19M and so my gf (1 year of relationship)

Me and my Girlfriend have a very healthy relationship, we always listen to each other and we always talk about the things that bothering us, the important thing is juet to let us know.

Recently i was on pretty rough ride due to family problems and stuff which kinda mess the way i think and i start to go overthinking.

And i started being negative… we had no problem just that 1 day, where she went out without letting me know and a few problems in the past day. I start to overthink so much to the point that i asked her, “hey i feel like im not getting my respect anymore, ive always been waiting but you havent let me know where have you been. This past few days our chat has been very dry, and everytime im overexcited i couldnt feel your excitement even a tiny bit. Things have been different few days ago, i was just wondering if you still okay with this relationship or not, cause everything you do feels so different to me.”

then i added another text “im really happy with our relationship, i really love you since the beginning we met but now i will let you choose the answer if you are comfortable to continue this relationship or not”

she replied that she has a problem in the past few months, and cus of that she dont think she can be in a relationship, she dont blame me for it because she never tell the problem that she had to anyone.

She also said that “i dont want to make you ovt and i dont think i can do that, thanks for everything, i loved you and i mean everything i said before”

and a few apologise

After that, i started to break down abit begging her to stay and i said im taking back all my statement, i cant let her go.

and she said “sorry i cant, find someone better”

And after more begging because of my emotion

She ended up saying like “stop it, i dont want to”

After that statement i just apologized because i really cant control what im saying, its feel so weird to breakup when we both did nothing wrong and was happy.

I asked if we can stay mutual even as a friend
And she said yes and so thats where the conversation ended.

I have college in different country, and im coming back home in like 1-3 weeks. does asking her back is a good choice and am i considered as denial if i said those thing to beg her and not accept her leave?

we recently just broke up, so my brain told me to give her the space she wanted especially its only been a few days, but since we ended up agreeing as a friend, i wanted to ask her out to hangout as a a friend and see how it goes from there… the only time i might ask her is when i know her feelings actually changes and she accept me again and she is out of her problems.

please behonest guys, ive never been in relationship other than this, im still clueless with feelings.

Give me your honest advice please 🙏🏻
Im sorry for the bad english as well, its my fourth language…