I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do. I don't want to live anymore. I just want this suffering to end—forever. I kept telling myself every day that things would get better eventually. But that day never came, and I don't think it ever will. Every day feels like a repetition of the last; it’s as if I’m trapped in a loop. It feels less like I’m living my own life and more like I’m just watching it go by.
Hello, I’m Hinako. I’m a teenage girl, and I’ve struggled with my mental health since I was young. I simply don't know what to do anymore. I’ve tried everything to get better, but nothing has worked. I am completely at a loss.
I stopped going to school because of bullying; it’s been nearly three years since I dropped out. I have no friends, and I don't go outside. Every day feels like the same routine: waking up, staring at my phone, and going back to sleep. I’m exhausted by doing nothing—by just existing. It feels like I’m merely clinging to life as the days pass. I just don't know what to do.
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Please tell me what I should do.