u/Swimming_Berry4082

Context
Me and this girl my age have been talking for a month, she really was the one who took all of the lonliness away fronm my life and made it less miserable, and we even met up, she lives about 80km away. Recently she started acting a little strange so i just asked her if she wants to keep talking, she said yes a little, that shes in a spot where she really has no energy to talk to anyone, i said alright, thats totally okay. thing is idk if shes lying to get me off her back or actually is, cause something weird to add, yesterday we were talking just fine, until one point she left the chat, told me today morning she dozed off, which is completely fine, so i guess the talking js still fine and not weird if that helps anyone come to a conclusion. Now idk what to do anymore, im lost, im sad, im lonely, and im having bad thoughts. I really dont knkw what to do anymore im 17, this is the first time i felt wanted, or attention, or just had someone who would ask what im up to or how im doing. Now i have none of that again, like always.

Been talking toa girl my age both 17, we have met up once, after that she doesnt necessarily seem distant, still talks the exact same over text, but should i ask her if she even wants to keep talking or nah? I dont want it to be some dramatic shit, it would just give me a peace of mind, letting me go on instead of wondering if she still likes me or no.
Thoughts?

Edit: wtf do i do after she says potentially “no”
Live far from big cities, about 80km, shes the only one whos kept me company this almost whole summer. It will get so lonely, and im scared i cant move on even if nothing ever happened between us. Its actually the first time ive really had a “thing” with a girl, and first time someone has shown me attention and talked to me from their free time, so basically first time feeling wanted.

Tere, sain hiljuti diagnoositud ssnhl paremas kõrvas, ja kuulmislangus on 60-70db. Olen soovinud alati kaitsevakke minna ja sooviksin teada, kas mind ikka lastakse sinna? Vasakust kõrvast kuulen väga hästi.