Kaolin PICA: update 1
The homemade coffee replacement worked a couple of days, and like WOW, that clay craving hit me with a TON of bricks. Well, I've struggled and I will say I do feel like I've consumed less of the clay this time, but I cannot help it. The stress from work kills me the most and eating kaolin has been the only thing to satisfy me nerves.
Anyway, someone mentioned baby powder of all things, but one without chemicals and talc, and they even made little clay chunks with it. It looked absolutely delicious, though I do wonder about the earthy taste that I hugely crave with kaolin. However, the OP on that post shared she's lived with PICA for 10 years using bp, and hasn't had adverse effects.
I'm desperate now. I've ordered some and it has arrived. I will go tomorrow morning before work to pick it up. I hope and pray this turns out good, even good enough. Maybe I could just mix it with the clay to ween away from kaolin to something less detrimental to my health. Anyways. I'll share an update once I taste bp.