u/Tasty-Breadfruit9121

So me and my fathers child have been broken up basically since i gave birth over a year ago, and i had nowhere to live or any support outside of him so we remained living together.
we’ve been going through an awful time with each other, i did some things, he did some things, and now im getting kicked out.
i have no license, no car, no diploma, (im 18) no where to go.
I can probably get my permit/license as soon as someone is willing to take me. i learned to drive the last few months thank god.
after i get my license i plan on getting a job, but in the mean time i cannot get a job because i need to take care of our child. i’m the main caregiver and we can’t afford childcare.
somewhere to live is the most important thing right now. i could end up homeless.
he has made it extremely clear there is no negotiating and he will not reconsider letting me stay here. i’m on the lease so i may have 30-60 days once i get my eviction notice

I have a rare skin condition called congenital icthyosis. it makes my skin cells regenerate at a quicker rate causing excess of dead skin cells. this makes the skin on my palms and feet to be easily picked. i’ve been biting and picking at my hands my entire life. i never realize it was a real issue, until more recently. it’s gross, and embarrassing. i also have an obvious build up of dry skin on my scalp so im an extreme scalp picker. my hair is thinning and my hands are scarred for life i’m sure.

I have a rare skin condition called congenital icthyosis. it makes my skin cells regenerate at a quicker rate causing excess of dead skin cells. this makes the skin on my palms and feet to be easily picked. i’ve been biting and picking at my hands my entire life. i never realize it was a real issue, until more recently. it’s gross, and embarrassing. i also have an obvious build up of dry skin on my scalp so im an extreme scalp picker. my hair is thinning and my hands are scarred for life i’m sure.

feel it’s required from me to tell someone so i’m writing to this subreddit. If anyone decides to reply, just know, there is nothing that can be done at this moment. i’m 18 (F), i don’t know any names of these people, and my family doesn’t seem to care enough to help bring justice.
My mother would always tell me and my siblings growing up that my father was a bad person. i would hear it all the time from many people growing up, and i’ve experienced it firsthand of course. with emotional abuse, but i didn’t know exactly how BAD of a person he was until the last year.
the last year i actually had a child. and i guess this sparked soemthing in my mother to tell me what he has done

i was a few days post partum, and she told me when my dad was a teenager or tween, he had committed s*xual acts on an animal. i’m completely taken back and mortified by this for a long time.

then months later my dad has opened up to me that he has attempted to m*rder people. he has always been an angry borderline bipolar person, but goddamn.

later on he says “the worst thing i’ve ever done was on ambien”. which was revealed to me by family that he r*ped a girl in college.

then recently i hear that he “had sex with his hot cousin” his words not mine, and my mom told me it was most likely his then 14 year old cousin when he was in his 20s.

well i’ve always known my dad was a huge creep. and a narcissist, possibly something more with his emotional issues too. but all of this has deeply disturbed me and i cannot see my father the same.

i guess im writing here to ask a question; did your narcissistic parent turn out to be a complete monster too? i have no evidence for any of this which is the shittiest feeling. if we all just cut him out of our lives that would be the best thing. and a possible confrontation about all of this.