u/TatirTots3560

I don’t really know how to explain this, but I’ve been feeling really down for a while.

I’m not able to cry even when I feel like I should. I’m tired all the time even though I sleep a lot. I don’t really feel like doing anything anymore. I mostly just stay in my room and avoid doing anything social because it feels exhausting.

I’ve also noticed I’ve been losing interest in things I used to care about. Social stuff feels like too much and I’d rather just be alone most of the time.

Something I’m kind of ashamed to admit is I’ve been coping in ways I don’t feel good about like going on porn sights and I don’t really know why I keep doing it.

I just feel stuck and kind of numb and I don’t know if something is wrong with me.

this year was my first year of high school and all my friends from elementary school just stopped talking to me. i tried texting them and talking to them, but they started avoiding me and stopped messaging me back.

these were people i’ve known for years, so it really hurts and i don’t understand what happened or if i did something wrong.

i also don’t really know how to make new friends in high school. it feels like everyone already has their own groups and i don’t really know how to fit in or start talking to people without it being awkward.

on top of that, i’ve been getting bullied just for being quiet. people make comments or treat me differently just because i don’t talk much, and it makes me not want to try anymore.

i just feel kinda lost right now. i keep thinking i must be doing something wrong but i don’t know what it is. I'm sorry if its long and also i did use ai because i have grammar.

Sorry the title is so long also please help i don't know what to do

Sorry the title is so long also please help i don't know what to do