u/TeaPrimary1147

I don't want to do it. Would you? Why or why not.

Imagine you forced a child into this existence.for no flippin reason and now they have to work. During the apocalypse.

I'm so angry at my parents. Who are senile and do not care, as always.

First date and this guy opens his mouth wide, middle of conversation to stick his finger i to his ba k teeth, scratched food out with his nail, wiped it on his jeans and kept on with the conversation like nothing. I was disgusted. Am I asking for too much? Basic hygiene and table manners at this age??

I don't know if you guys remember me but I was losing my mind, in Thailand for years surviving off this and other platforms. It was hell. I lived paycheck to meagre ass paycheck. Finally had to throw in the towel.. called everyone I know back home and begged for a plan ticket and place to stay. I got on that plane wearing cheap clothes I'd worn throw smoke and rainy seasons for years, carrying all I had left in 2 giant Walmart reusable bags. Couldn't get a single callback in Canada for four months. I had sticker shock over the prices and was constantly freezing. But finally... I found something. They flew me out, put me up, pay me well. I have benefits now. I am sad and don't want to live here but I thoguht I was dead and done back then. I got a new chance. You can too. These companies are so predatory. There's always another way. Good luck

Its against my beliefs to actively end my life but if things go sideways badly and I suspect they might...oh wait... thisnisncollapse support nvm... um, well I think I would be happy i didn't have to go to work anymore. I'd enjoy nature, relax, read books and slowly get through my extremely small food and beverage stash. After that, I hope I could just lay there and wait. Not likely, I know.

But I don't see the point of stashing food when I don't know if I will even keep/be able to afford this apartment. I have no car to move my stash with or anything to defend it with.

It seems like stressing about how to extend the life of picked flowers in a vase. You have to accept that despite everything you do, they will wilt and die. Why stress, just enjoy.

I have a feeling life must be worth fighting for but why and when is enough, enough? Maybe it's only instinct and DNA drive telling me that. My heart and brain are tired.