Am I just missing something? I’ve been waiting to watch the Hytale servers pop up of creators building worlds together and having goofy times together. I haven’t seen any that lasted more than a week after release. Does anyone know any YouTubers who have been doing anything HermitCraft-esque? Or why there isn’t one?
To preface, Arfid is not something I’ve been diagnosed with as I’ve never been to a food therapist, although this experience has me wanting to. It’s just something I relate to. I do not necessarily know the ultimate struggle people who have it endure
I’m (20F) from the US and have a brother who moved to Germany years ago (34M)
Me and my sister (24F) came to visit them and have been touring around Germany heading to Austria. I didn’t even think about the food. Because in America it is so easy for me to ask for a burger, or a sandwich, or literally most things but plain with no veggies.
Here it’s been unexpectedly awful. I don’t speak the language but my brother who is fluent in English and German orders for us in German. Doesn’t give us a choice it’s just how they do it. He doesn’t believe in eating struggles just labels it picky eating gigantic eyeroll from me just writing that He is very kind, and very sweet, but he definitely gives me a look like he’s even embarrassed to ask for it, and is struggling to remember all our orders anyway and I add on my special orders. It makes me feel awful so I stop asking for special orders. Neither of them understand why people can’t just choke down food they don’t like. I don’t try to explain we most likely see food different and for me it’s the difference between throwing up/emotionally exhausting
First night we had ramen which I love, my first authentic ramen I was so excited! But they added in tons or red cabbage slivers. Convinced myself it was okay, then about 15% into the bowl almost threw up at the table in front of everyone. Something in my brain just wants me to eject this food. But his girlfriend doesn’t believe in waste. 0% waste. They buy the food because they won’t let me or my sister buy it (we are the guests they say) so I can’t just throw it out. I know I will be eating it more and again. It gets saved for the next day, and I worry all day long about this ramen. But before I even get to this ramen for dinner I have to struggle thru another lunch. Still feeling sick. And the portion sizes?? Kinda huge! And I have to eat until I feel sick and full anyway even if it’s something I like because: zero percent waste.
I’m dreading meals, I feel sick in between meals just anticipating the next. I know everyone here thinks I’m a child who never grew up who’s mommy never made her eat her veggies. Which is not true and I feel so broken and troublesome and so damned if I do damned if I don’t.
Finally broke down tonight. I’m supposed to go to Legoland tomorrow and I will, but it feels like all the things I was so excited for are all being overshadowed by this daunting feeling of being a burden and a nuisance even when I’m trying my absolute best to eat whatever they put in front of me :(
I know I put venting as the flair, but any advice, thoughts, or words would be appreciated. I just realized in the last couple months I’m not the only one who feels this way about food so thank you in advance if anyone replies :)
Update: everyone will be glad to know I had fun at Legoland and convinced my brother to let me buy my OWN McDonald’s tonight and it’s been absolutely delectable. Eating plain old nugs right now as I write :D
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New here so sorry if this is wrong lol but hey! I’ve been writing a modern fantasy book, and have been listening to SO MUCH music. I’m pretty sick of everything I have! But I guess the “vibe” I’ve been listening to is
Artists:
Brad Paisley
Alec Benjamin
Avery Anna
Mother Mother
Daughtry
Songs:
Anything Like Me:Brad Paisley
Letter to Me: Brad Paisley
Steve: Alec Benjamin
Death of a Hero: Alec Benjamin
Forgive, forget: Avery Anna
Giddyup : Avery Anna
Burning pile: Mother Mother
Hayloft: Mother Mother
Over you: Daughtry
Silver spoon: Erin LeCount
Marble arch: Erin LeCount
New Perspective: Panic! At the disco
Literally any suggestions welcome, I’ll listen to literally anything! Well besides screamo (no hate just not the vibe to inspire me while I write. No need to put my characters thru anymore angst than they already have)
TL;DR: music! I’m sick of mine. Country, pop, or indie with good storytelling. Or anything interesting! Gimme!
