u/Th3_Sk

Since i was about 12 years old i was a very average student in studies, where every other kid was good and focused on studies i had other intrests i was learning and researching on things that other kids my age couldnt dream of
At the age of 12 i learned python programming language
At age 14 i built my first circuit
And went on progressing and building stuffs like this
I always had a thing for tech and engineering

But as i grew older and older my intrests started dividing more and more and my education suffered the loss in between.
I kept losing intrest in studies because that made me feel average i always felt like i was born to do “more” than average people my age.

Some day i keep learning investing, somedays plan some engineering projects, somedays i learn to play tennis, somedays i do poetry and literature,, or somedays im planning an investment for my retirement fund (im just 20yrs old)😃

Apart from all of this i have troubles maintaining healthy relationships with people. so really sometimes i feel like im all alone.

Up until last year i felt like i could do anything, and i felt invincible.

But it all went crashing down last year when i failed 2 subjects in my high school(12th grade)

That crushed me and my attitude, made me lose intrest in everything,i wouldn’t talk to people and just shut my self down for weeks. I felt like a failure. (i just couldnt handle the failure. )

And the next attempt i made to clear that exam,
Suddenly i dropped the pen and just sat still as time went by. Even though i knew the answers of the questions and i could have easily passed the exam i left the pen and just sat.
I wonder why to this day.

i failed the papers twice now. And im about to make my 3rd attempt this year.
Its really tough. To not be able to move forward when your own mind sometimes work againts you. It feels like im just stuck cant go back nor forward stuck in a phase and repeating the same thing over and over again.

The obvious cause of my failing in the first place was my divided attention into different things
Which i think is my ADHD.

This year, im planning a comeback a great one infact.
But i need to fix my adhd, so where should i go what should i do ?

So, what would you asses me as aperson?
Is the problem just my pride that got hurt?

Ive been sitting from past months researching and reading books on failures why they occur and how to overcome it.
And along with the knowledge and lessons i acquired from this failure. I dont want to make the same mistakes again in life. I need to fix me.

Since i was about 12 years old i was a very average student in studies, where every other kid was good and focused on studies i had other intrests i was learning and researching on things that other kids my age couldnt dream of
At the age of 12 i learned python programming language
At age 14 i built my first circuit
And went on progressing and building stuffs like this
I always had a thing for tech and engineering

But as i grew older and older my intrests started dividing more and more and my education suffered the loss in between.
I kept losing intrest in studies because that made me feel average i always felt like i was born to do “more” than average people my age.

Some day i keep learning investing, somedays plan some engineering projects, somedays i learn to play tennis, somedays i do poetry and literature,, or somedays im planning an investment for my retirement fund (im just 20yrs old)😃

Apart from all of this i have troubles maintaining healthy relationships with people. so really sometimes i feel like im all alone.

Up until last year i felt like i could do anything, and i felt invincible.

But it all went crashing down last year when i failed 2 subjects in my high school(12th grade)

That crushed me and my attitude, made me lose intrest in everything,i wouldn’t talk to people and just shut my self down for weeks. I felt like a failure. (i just couldnt handle the failure. )

And the next attempt i made to clear that exam,
Suddenly i dropped the pen and just sat still as time went by. Even though i knew the answers of the questions and i could have easily passed the exam i left the pen and just sat.
I wonder why to this day.

i failed the papers twice now. And im about to make my 3rd attempt this year.
Its really tough. To not be able to move forward when your own mind sometimes work againts you. It feels like im just stuck cant go back nor forward stuck in a phase and repeating the same thing over and over again.

The obvious cause of my failing in the first place was my divided attention into different things
Which i think is my ADHD.

This year, im planning a comeback a great one infact.
But i need to fix my adhd, so where should i go what should i do ?

So, what would you asses me as aperson?
Is the problem just my pride that got hurt?

Ive been sitting from past months researching and reading books on failures why they occur and how to overcome it.
And along with the knowledge and lessons i acquired from this failure. I dont want to make the same mistakes again in life. I need to fix me.

Since i was about 12 years old i was a very average student in studies, where every other kid was good and focused on studies i had other intrests i was learning and researching on things that other kids my age couldnt dream of
At the age of 12 i learned python programming language
At age 14 i built my first circuit
And went on progressing and building stuffs like this
I always had a thing for tech and engineering

But as i grew older and older my intrests started dividing more and more and my education suffered the loss in between.
I kept losing intrest in studies because that made me feel average i always felt like i was born to do “more” than average people my age.

Some day i keep learning investing, somedays plan some engineering projects, somedays i learn to play tennis, somedays i do poetry and literature,, or somedays im planning an investment for my retirement fund (im just 20yrs old)😃

Apart from all of this i have troubles maintaining healthy relationships with people. so really sometimes i feel like im all alone.

Up until last year i felt like i could do anything, and i felt invincible.

But it all went crashing down last year when i failed 2 subjects in my high school(12th grade)

That crushed me and my attitude, made me lose intrest in everything,i wouldn’t talk to people and just shut my self down for weeks. I felt like a failure. (i just couldnt handle the failure. )

And the next attempt i made to clear that exam,
Suddenly i dropped the pen and just sat still as time went by. Even though i knew the answers of the questions and i could have easily passed the exam i left the pen and just sat.
I wonder why to this day.

i failed the papers twice now. And im about to make my 3rd attempt this year.
Its really tough. To not be able to move forward when your own mind sometimes work againts you. It feels like im just stuck cant go back nor forward stuck in a phase and repeating the same thing over and over again.

The obvious cause of my failing in the first place was my divided attention into different things
Which i think is my ADHD.

This year, im planning a comeback a great one infact.
But i may even need medication for my adhd, so where should i go what should i do ?

So, what would you asses me as aperson?
Is the problem just my pride that got hurt?
Or is it really ADHD?

Ive been sitting from past months researching and reading books on failures why they occur and how to overcome it.
And along with the knowledge and lessons i acquired from this failure. I dont want to make the same mistakes again in life. I need to fix me.

20M, im an indian who has recently finished school and i have always fancied kuwait and kuwaiti traditions. I absolutely love kuwait. I have been living here for the past 10 years and i can speak a bit of arabic (the survivable level). But i want to get fluent in the Kuwaiti dialect and speak like the kuwaitis do. Its not even like i have any kuwaiti friends or anything who can teach me.

So here i am looking for the best way, best resources (preferably free)
To learn the kuwaiti dialect and be able to understand and speak fluently

Any and all suggestions are appreciated ❤️