I can’t seem to get them full even no matter what. Even though I’m pulling the speeds its still a thing at the back of my head that it would be easier an more consistent if they were fully even
I’m thinking of adding a bulb horn to my drums but I doubt there will be any officially easy way to do it, what would be the best way to be able to put it on stand or attach it to a cymbal stand with out there being anything to put the bulb horn through to keep it in place ?
Does this kind of sigil stuff work lot better against somebody already vulnerable or has atleast been prone to crisis points in their lives ? Like somone with BPD for example. If so why would that be ?
Does anyone else have this? How do you even deal with it ?
How does/ has porn addiction affected your mental volatility and how long does it take for the stress, anxiety and agitation to subside once you’ve gone on a long enough streak ? For me after going on a binge drink after weeks of abstaining i will literally PMO about 8 times to make up for the 2ish days of not doing it once or twice a day an feel just like im in a spiral ofcourse which I don’t care to get out of that day, cause I’ll convince my self I’m recovering. Even when I start back with regular stuff I’m doing like boxing for one example I’ll feel like I’m rejuvenated mentally in some deep way but the anxiety will continue to get worse the more healthy stuff I do consistently, as I won’t have a way to fully destress like going on those binges seem to do to me. So my mental health and self esteem will continue to get worse up until I have another binge, even if it goes on for another month before my next one..