u/The_Astroguy

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Am I actually happy with 80%?

I have always been a last moment pe padh ke above avg and just below toppers ke marks score walla student till 11th so almost throughout my life I have seen grades b/w 75-90%, Toh these grades became pretty normal for me as I always gave myself so called sahanubhuti ki last mai padh ke itna score kr liya toh bohot hai.

But in 12th I changed myself ki Roz padh ke notes banaunga toh touch mai rahunga and started following SnF classes by heart from their paid batch. And maine literally har chapter ke notes banae timely and unko revise bhi krta rehta tha.

Comes the pre board exams toh when almost half my class failed I scored 75% which I was happy with and same for pre 2 scored 78%

During the exams time I fucking gave it all. Downloaded an app called Regain( btw very good app to focus on studies while maintaining a competition with your friends) . I started studying 6hrs a day, 7 days a week for that whole 1.5 months and all my exams went pretty well.

Now comes the result. I scored 80% and me and my family were pretty happy kyunki over the years toh itne marks ka comfort zone ban gya tha.

But deep inside I am not happy with what I scored because this time I worked fucking hard and I know my calliber and potential ki how much I actually required to study agar itne hee marks lane the toh vs how much I studied to score just 80%

It is the first time that my heart actually wanted to top because I worked hard for it but I can't 💔

Although I felt the pain in my heart while writing this post , I know somewhere I am happy that I worked hard and should remain happy about it and want others to not feel depressed because we know we worked hard and jo hota hai ache ke liye hota and something fs is kept better in front of us and to grab it we have to move on now 😁😁💗💗

PEACE OUT ✌🏻✌🏻

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u/The_Astroguy — 7 days ago
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DIL KI BAAT by admin #1

HEY GUYS ADMIN HERE

This is day 2 of me trying to make this community big and build something meaningful and execute a plan which I made months ago.

While brainstorming ideas on how to build this community big while having a quality time walking around surya sarovar (blw) and after that some Ramnagar lassi. I remembered a line once I read in a book that "if you want to create something big you should have a purpose to fulfill"... And then I realised I certainly wanted to build something big but I didn't have an exact purpose. Then while having the lassi it came to mind that till class 10th I was being constantly bullied and I never answered and always had a smile but later changed some basic things like with whom I spend time with, what I do, how I react and building the ability to never take something on the heart. Made my 11th & 12th my best years in school. So besides building the community on numbers I want to help my juniors in anything and everything possible and this is a great cause and I am passionate about it because for this cause I was peer educator for 2 years and helped a lot of my juniors but I want to do this on a larger scale. I know the power of social media and I know this can be the THING.

BTW I am sharing 2 photos because I think photos have a lot of power to convey the feelings.

LOTS OF LOVE 💗💗

- ADMIN

u/The_Astroguy — 18 days ago

Avg class 11 relationships

DAY 2 OF MAKING THIS COMMUNITY BIG

So this was Class 11, and a new boy named 'Nick' joined our section.

Nick was a pahadi kid — tall, fair, and yeah… considered handsome. simply everyone tried to impress him.

Enter 'Anu', my classmate, with a master plan. She told her cousin 'Pam' to become friends with Nick and slowly introduce Anu to him. Pam agreed. Teamwork, right?

For two months, Pam played her part. But then…

Pam actually started liking Nick herself. And just when Nick finally got close to Anu, Pam went into full-on “impress Nick” mode.

What followed was two months of pure rivalry. Nick was stuck in the middle, getting harassed and pressured by both of them, all in the name of “trying to be impressed.” Poor guy couldn’t even breathe without someone making it dramatic.

Finally, Nick picked a side and proposed to Pam.

Anu heard the news during recess and lost it. She marched straight to Pam, and the two of them had a literal, no-holds-barred physical fight. Hair-pulling, shouting, the whole movie scene.

They both got suspended on the spot.

And because they were still sisters so they turned on their “sisterhood mode,” they blamed Nick for the whole misunderstanding. And Nick got suspended too 😂😂

(NOT USED THE REAL NAMES OBVIOUSLY BUT THIS IS. TRUE EYE WITNESSED STORY )

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u/The_Astroguy — 19 days ago
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Hey everyone, I’m the admin — Sunbeam LHT, student here.

Whether you’re a current student, a recent pass-out, or a Sunbeamian from 10 years ago, you belong here.

This is our space to:

1. Discuss anything school-related — classes, trips, branches, results, teachers , pressure , life after School

2. Meme dump without guilt — assembly, PT cancellations, that one teacher, you know the ones,

3. Ask for guidance — juniors can get help from seniors on exams, colleges, careers, anything

4. Share experience/stories from your branch — Lahartara, Varuna, Bhagwanpur, Suncity, or any other

One rule we stick to: Keep it anonymous and respectful. Don’t share personal info using real names about yourself or fellow students. This is meant to be a safe, judgment-free zone where we can talk freely without worry.

Drop your branch + year in the comments so we can see how wide this Sunbeamian family really is 👇

u/The_Astroguy — 19 days ago