Wanting to support my mom but she shuts down completely
My mom was diagnosed with glioblastoma about 5 weeks ago. She has been taking it good for someone finding out they have terminal cancer. She says she is leaving it in gods hands and that he has a plan no matter what even if something happens. This brings her peace which is what I want. But part of me gets scared because she never wants to talk about this. She tells me even me asking her how she’s feeling causes her anxiety. She doesn’t wanna talk about it at all. I try to send her survivor stories and articles for trials but she doesn’t want those either for some reason. She just doesn’t want to like acknowledge it. She’s not in denial, she knows it’s happening and she has hope but it’s just hard because I’m only 18 and I get worried and she was who I always talk to and I feel like i can’t ask questions or try to be helpful because it makes it worse for her.