u/TraditionalTear5270

[astro.com] I'm feeling extremely lost and off of my best life path seeking insight

Hi.

So like I said I'm feeling..really lost, drifting on a cloud, time is going fast, a little disassociated, and just disappointed and sad.

My mom made me estranged from my family, caused me to lose my son. I have no family to see around me. I text my grandma and dad. My grandma is about to pass away within 5 years im guessing. We were really close. I love her very much, she was the mom I never had and always wanted. My mom is a malignant narcissist she hates me and tries her best to torture me and ruin my life. Because of all this I'm grieving i need help.

I just need some insight into my life and myself and my future. Let me know if you can do a reading thank you :)

u/TraditionalTear5270 — 1 day ago

So, I've seen at least 5 different therapists over the last decade.

I've only made it to close to 5 sessions with two of them. One was my individual DBT therapist, and one was a therapist through talkspace.

The thing is I feel so confused. I know I have emotional problems because I cry a lot and my heart has been broken since I was 18 years old. Ill just say im over the 30 year mark in life. So I do *know* that I need more therapy. But im unsure of how therapy works so I feel so awkward when I go open up to some person I literally just met. So I quit. The embarrassment. The awkward feeling. It makes me quit. But, I want to commit to it.

I really dont know how to fix this. So I'm here asking for some insight. Thank you. 😊

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