How to not spiral after first day of work?
8 hours, lost, confused, legs hurting so bad, so tired, i dont know how to fucking do anything and how to use the programs i hate capitalism and stupid shops with stupid things to sell more plastic, but oh i have to live somehow and oh rent us soon and oh i can't fucking find a job anyway because the market is so bad rn, so im so LUCKY AND HAPPY. Obviously crying after day one. I want to quit, i want to cry and throw up. I hate the fucking anxiety i get just thinking about the job i have to go to tomorrow and the next day.. and the next. Does it get better after the first week? Pls someone somehow give me hope or advice or idk man.. Dont talk to me about "oh haha yeah oblivious its going to be hard haha, did you think its easy?only 8 hours anyway Haha" NO but damn i just cant do this man