u/TrueEstablishment317

he was the only good person in the show besides the lady vice president that rosen cheated on, but unlike everyone else had zero secrets, zero lies, and an honest person. i’m like genuinely sad that this fictional character has passed 😭im so sad especially because he was assassinated in such a violent way and then it lead to so much corruption

i haven’t finished but are they gonna address what happened to his daughter with cancer ??

So i’m on about season 3 or so and fitz is IRRITATING. Hes messing up everyone’s bag, even the first episode was about him being in his feelings and start a sex scandal and continuing one that he hasn’t been caught for.

He genuinely didn’t deserve to be president. he was being held together by everyone around him, and overall he’s just a weak man. And the affair between him and liv is simply annoying if anything. if he wasn’t handsome, he’d have nothing. It’s just irritating everytime he’s on screen . Maybe i’ll feel differently when i end the show but i can’t imagine that i could.

Today is my birthday and the plan was supposed to be that he picks me up around 2-3 and we get some food , then go to this festival, then get dinner.

He’s been going to work with his mother BUT TODAY they just had to go to the farm in west virginia (we’re in maryland) an hour and a half away.

they went kind of early and he told me they’ll start driving back around 12 so i was fine until he tells me she’s starting to basically throw a fit over him wanting to leave (even though he told her today was my birthday early on) and keeps him there two hours extra.

And on top of that, she’s forcing him to bring his friend that’s staying over for the summer. Even though the friend is 18 and is perfectly fine to stay in the house for a couple hours , especially since he was also there at the farm. There’s absolutely no reason for him to be there and he’d basically be crashing my birthday (im not very fond of his friend but also it’s my birthday and i just wanted it to be me and my boyfriend ).

I already knew she didn’t like me but this is extremely low. I didn’t do this or anything like it on her birthday that he MADE ME GO TO.

Maybe i’m overreacting maybe im not, i just want atleast one person to see where im coming from because he will acts like im tripping or like i just don’t like her or something.

Situation 1: we wanted to go to the mall but his car can’t go that far cause its very old so he had to use her car. She says we can go by ourselves. an hour before we’re supposed to go, she decides her and his cousin should also go. the issue is they went to the mall without him a couple days before (he wanted to go but they just left without him. Then she wants to leave after abt an 1hr and a half.

situation 2: on random days, she’ll tell him “no company” for no reason (the house will be clean, his grades are fine, everything in the house is fine. When she says no company i know she means me because im the only person he has over.

Situation 3: She kept saying we couldn’t hangout and that i couldn’t come over, he said it was because she just wants all of us to hangout together but if that was the case why would she prohibit me from coming over??

Situation 4: I did his hair one and she asked to see it and once he sent a picture , she starts insulting it and saying hers is better

I can tell she doesn’t like me because of how often she’ll try to stop us from hanging out and how often she gets mad at him for no spending enough time with her. I feel like they spend a lot of time together because whenever she has to go somewhere , he goes as well and drives her there too. And a bunch of other things. He refuses to believe she doesn’t like me, but i can tell. Extra information, she’s a single mom and only has one child which is him, her only son and we’re both 17.

edit: he doesn’t say that she’s said anything bad about me but i feel as if that’s not true because whenever he’d texting her and she’s making him mad and telling him we can’t hang out, he won’t let me look.Like today, we were already at his home when she was telling him that we need to leave. And he would let me see the texts and i asked multiple times.

I’ve been sad my entire life. On and off but i’d say mostly on. Sometimes good things happen like really good things but they always end up being polluted sometimes by me and sometimes through no fault of my own. I just don’t think i wanna do this my entire life.

i feel like my entire life i’ve struggled with self esteem issues and anxiety and being insanely self conscious. there’s nothing i can do to be happy long term . sometimes i throw myself into things and it either makes it worse or it helps for a short while. But overall nothing is working or worth it. I won’t kms because im too afraid of what happens when you die to find out but life is just completely unbearable and not worth a damn that i’m sitting in the middle . i’m just an alive useless blob of cells. im not doing anything important, no one else thinks im unimportant and how could they? i don’t think im important and im me so im probably right.

All this to say what? i dont know i just think posting on here makes me feel momentarily better