u/Uglyhomosexual

Image: the finger bearer from jjk(S1E4)

Im 16 minuites and 5 seconds into this guided meditation, Around minuite 8 or 10 was when i started dozing off, into my cr thoughts I was in a starfish position. My room was already dark when I started. at minuite 12 i realized I was dozing into the cr and not my dr, so I tried focusing on which reality i wanted to go because I actually didnt set a clear intention throughout the time I took to calm down to enter a meditative state.

I was thinking JJK and then suddenly the darkness behind my eyelids shifted to a 100%. Before it was just a TV light from my left, now it's none. I thought my TV shut down and said "Okay, I can use this to convince my brain i entered the void state". Not even 1 minite in I start seeing the finger bearer.

I kept seeing him in the darkness, as if lights were shut off and i see the sillouite of the finger bearer, he starts approaching me and it gets more clearer that it's HIM as he comes closer and closer.

I get scared of him and got up on purpose, was too scared to proceed :-(

The TV never shut down and It was still playing stuff on mute when I looked around.

Im really Sorry if it's repetitive / jambled, I tried to recall everything and summarise it clean as I could.

NOOOO I was hosting a phantom and seek lobby and all my promoters left and didnt come back in time T^T

Im crine why nb gaf 😭😭

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Was this me hitting the void state or just dazing off harder?