u/Umar_Mu_Tian-Zi_

https://www.reddit.com/r/exbuddhist/s/KfJgRbacPD

Ex Buddhist here,I have autism and anxiety disorder (related to various rts) and I personally fed up with it. These despicable people belongs to hell. I was bullied and sexually assaulted by my Muslim classmates and called ableism remarks. Yesterday,my Buddhist parishioners (I used to get along with them) finally turn off to me because I'm a Protestant who often debates religious trauma awareness,they used weapons to beat me up,slapped me to hemifacial seizures (taking gabapentin put still have seizures),kicked me on the ground and the face while my ears are bleeding,made me drink cigarette water and threatened to make me disabled. What a monster religions. These religious people are always bad as hell. I hated them so much. Pristiq gave me nightmares and flashbacks from religions.

I take pristiq since 6 of May for religious trauma. I had an argument with an autistic friend and my pristiq stopped working,now I'm depressed. I take 50 mg. Should I add double dose to see if it works or stop suddenly?