u/Unrelatedm

Me and my gf have been together for 2 years and we recently went long distance (me moving). Lately we’ve had these really dumb argument’s and it’s been getting to me because she says something that insults me but acts like she doesn’t know what I’m talking about but later she admits it’s because she was angry with me and she still never apologizes until I blow things up.

Not to mention that we’ve had lots of fights in the past because of her talking to people she knew I was uncomfortable with and she’d hide certain things from me. I know that I should’ve broken it off with her then but I thought I could make things work and ig it did? But since I moved away ig my feelings have started wavering? Idk but I’m scared to break things off because of how long we’ve been with eachother and whenever I mention breaking up she immediately says she’ll kill herself cuz she has nothing else to live for and it guilts me. I still love her but I just don’t know if my hearts in it anymore and idk when to bring it up

I just graduated high school and moved to LV Nevada to get my life started. I just have questions on how to get started in the industry since I’m not too sure on where to start.