u/Upbeat-Bank4444

i’ve been addicted to pregabalin since 2/3 years now. went to rehab for two weeks to get off it and then immediately relapsed and haven’t stopped. i’ve also been using weed and it’s making my job hard. i’m interning at my dream firm but the hr noticed today that i’m not okay (i was high but she thought i’m just dizzy and kept suggesting me to take something sugary). km sick of this cycle. i feel like sometimes the only way out is death. addiction is killing me

yogesh genuinely has an insanely bad personality and even moral values. the pre planning, is fucking weird and i can understand he didn’t expect to connect to akanksha so quickly but as soon as ruru came HE FLIPPED. “my one and only choice” “agar option milega finale ya ruru i will choose ruru” “i love ruru” there’s no way someone was forced/hunted down to say these words (ruru was herself shocked when he said the finale thing)

now about meeting akanksha, apparently he was throwing up in his sleep & feeling immensely guilty and i get the guilt. but where was the guilt for ruru?

akanksha was left and her connection chose another girl and she had to sit until the last some and somehow see them together all lovey dovey and it’s difficult i get it but what happened with ruru?

he literally said “oh stree kabhi mat aana” and so many foul languages were used against ruru when she did nothing? the pre planning was before he formed a really strong connection which he didn’t think they would but what was rurus fault? she did nothing and he felt no guilt towards her… which is so wow like u feel no guilt for a girl u were with for months but for a twenty day connection you’re throwing uk because it’s on tv?

where are you guys watching the ep? whenever i watch it live also on hotstar i can’t see some parts (the electric shock stunt) can someone helppp

ask me anything y’all

she said that the day before lockkup her and yogesh spoke for the first time and decided that they’re not gonna be together infront of cameras and will avoid each other. she said they had no idea that they’ll enter together?

who is she trying to fool? her first secret was about him? in the first ep the whole “madam ji camera mei record hora hai aapka blush”

i thought this girl will learn her lesson now wtf

dad keeps clocking me because my eyes swell up on bhang. is there any way to reduce this? has anyone dealt w this and does ice work

so im 22F and studying in a college infamous for drug abuse. i didn’t touch drugs until my first year of college where my entire life turned upside down. when i was in school, i was horribly depressed and bullied because of which my self esteem is at an all time low.

i don’t know what happened but i stopped trying to fight my emotions (i have bpd so everything i feel is on an extreme) it’s almost like i’m scared of it, scared of feeling emotions, scared of not being interested/liking something and even my hobbies feel boring and useless now.

i’ve been on a month long bender (no hard drugs dw) and i’m not proud of it. being a woman, using insinuates that you’re this rebellious person who will ruin everyone who she is around. i don’t know what to do man.

hot star has some episodes missing sadly so where are y’all watching all the episodes! help guys

pls help. currently in mumbai so any mumbai location would be preferred.

i’m thinking about this while i’m high so excuse my grammar but like??? my mom would work a 9-5 job which wasn’t really a 9-5 cos she would come home at 8 and then teach my sister and i for school (daily) and also forgot to mention in the morning she woke up early to make 2 meals (tiffin) and (lunch) for her and for my sister and i what the actual fuck

how do they do it? it’s not just my mother i’m sure y’all mothers have done it too but what the fuck how